Poor baby

I talked to Anna for the first time in a week and a half just now. She lost the baby. She doesn't know why. The doctor doesn't know why, either. Sadly I had a feeling this would happen, but i don't have the heart to tell her. Vince got her high on Saturday and told her he'd had a thing for this other girl while they were together that she'd asked him about before. She told me that just now when she called is the first time she's been sober all weekend. She said she didn't know how to tell me, and that she wrote me a letter and wanted to send it. She cares about Vince and is scared he'll kill himself if he leaves her, yet she doesn't know what else to do. She's lost just about everything, has only a few friends left. She feels much the same way that i did about a week ago. I had lost Nam, and just about lost her, too. It's good to know that when it comes down to it, we do still have each other, though. Honestly, i'm really not that upset about her smoking pot again. i'm really just worried about her and her well being. On the one hand I think it would be good to come out here and get some time away from every one else including Vince, but on the other hand I know it won't help with the trust issue because i had that problem with my ex. (Yes, that ex.) She's supposed to call me tomorrow, and if she doesn't, i'm calling her for sure. I'm so worried about my baby. I want to be there for her so badly, but i'm here in Arcata, California, and she's over there in Sebring, Ohio. I really hope that she'll be safe. I really do love her so much...