other details

so i've now remembered other little details from yesterday that i wanted to share. i spent pretty much the whole day after 1:00pm w/ Gabby n emo Jimmy. sarah was there for a while, too, but she had to go to class n stuff. Normally Gabby does, too, but she skipped yesterday, haha. there was some drama between her n emo Jimmy, but i dunno. if shit gets worse then i'll get into details about it. we also met up with this guy named John Parker n we went to this spot on a hill that i'd seen people at before, but i'd never been there. I'll have to take a pic so you can all understand how crazy it is that we went up there. it was beautiful, too! we (except Gabby) smoked some pot, but it wasn't enough to even get me buzzed really (stupid high tolerance) n we went back down the hill, which was exciting. me n Gabby slid through the grass n i got a pretty nasty sliver in my hand. we went back to emo Jimmy's room (he lives on campus) n he sanatized a needle n gave it to me to get the sliver out. its the first time ive done that n it still hurts a bit. u can see where it was, but at least the dumb thing's gone!

also, Patrick n Erin are SO chill! after smoking hookah n drinkin for a while they asked if n e one wanted to smoke some pot, n i'm always down for smoking for free. :P (no, i didn't say that, haha) i started talking about how i feel bad taking bong rips cuz i'm so bad at it, (people always say shit like, "you're doing it wrong!" or "here, let me light it for you!" so embarassing. :() n they were like, "Hey its cool, whatever works for you. It's better to take half hits for your lungs anyway." They were so cool! N then Erin PACKED N TURNED ON HER VAPORIZOR JUST FOR ME TO USE!!! HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!! can u even believe that? if ur a pot smoker then u know how amazing it is to meet people like that. it was so awesome to meet people who also "hit the bong wrong" n they just didn't care. it was really great just hanging out with all of them last night.

it was funny, though, cuz i didn't even feel like i was sick n as far as i know, my nose actually pretty much stopped running! it was amazing, lol. however, i could tell that my voice was going. i felt the pain in my throat every time i talked n told myself maybe i should stop talking, but ne one who was reading this blog over winter break last year knows how talkative alcohol makes me n after Albert started constantly vocalizing how drunk he was, i couldn't help but tell him i was super stoned so he didn't feel bad. He kept complaining that no one else was fucked up n i was like, "you may be super drunk, but i'm fucking STONED!" hahaha. i also ate a lot of left over rice from dinner cuz i had the munchies...haha. (if you were reading this blog over winter break, you'd also know that alcohol gives me the munchies more n worse than pot does. i've decided that its like this: when i'm stoned, i wanna eat really badly, but i don't really need to. when i'm drunk, i NEED to eat! lol) but i think that's it for now. the phlem in my stomach is making me feel sick as usual, so i need to put on some clothes (hooray for after shower naked time!), make some food, n then probably buy more tissues, haha. later!

oh! n at some point Gabby walked up to me n we started rubbing up against each other again n i asked, "why does this happen every time we drink?" lol, its actually only been the last three times we've gotten drunk together, but yeah. :P oh, n the posters in my room keep falling down, n i really don't wanna use tacks, but...:(