Reanna and I went to the gym together as we've gotten back in the habit of doing over these past couple of weeks, but not at the same god-aweful time of the morning. (yes- 8:00am) The problem was, the gym was closed because it was Ceasar Chavez Day. If you don't know who he was, you should look him up because he was a great man and if you go to a public school of some sort in California you get the day off. :D Anyway, i came back here, showered, and she sent me a message asking if I wanted to go on an adventure in town because she had to put down a deposit for a car she's buying. The bitter-sweet issue was that her bf went home over the weekend, and so did J, and he was the only other guy we knew who has a car up here. (And it would have been nice for me to just plain see him agian.) It was too late to take the bus, though, so we talked to J-Box and decided to get eat some Chinese food, then drunk and watch some comedy. The Chinese was awesome and it was a lot of fun. It was weird because my fortune cookie (we all got them with the bill) said that my "goal will be accomplished in two months." Of course, the first thing i did was think about all my goals and how this cookie was wrong, but instead I thought of what I'd been telling Reanna earlier- I wanna lose all the weight I've gained by the end of the semester. Two months. It's actually only one, really, but I was still thinking by June. If i could pull that off....oh man. My appetite is killing me now, but I can't give in. Anyway, I still had half a bottle of JD which wasn't enough, so after a long hunt we found Dakota the man slut, who swears he hit on me at the beginning of the year and i straight up told him if he had i wouldn't have turned him down, and Dakota's friend bought a smaller bottle of JD and a bigger bottle of Coconut Malibu Rum. We ended up getting drunk enough to play "strip quarters", but I don't think that was hard for me or J-Box because we both wanted to see Reanna nude, and we both wanted us to make out, but that didn't happen. :( The naked party was fun, though, and so was the stand-up. We watched the best of George Carlin, some of Adam Sandler's best from SNL, and then some of Eddy Izzard. :) We also ate some cookie dough, lol. Reanna was bothering me about it a lot, so when J-Box left the room for a sec I told her who J was and she couldn't believe it because she's known us both since she got here, but she said it made her happy that things "worked out for you guys". (?) I stayed up and talked with her for a while about stuff and we both went to bed around 2:00am.

SATURDAY:

Reanna and I went to the gym for a bit at noon because that's when it opens on weekends, and after that we showered and caught a bus into Eureka. The stop was right by the car dealership so we were done with that really quickly, and then we walked to the mall where I spent more money that I ever should have. I bought:

• Sin City Vol. 7: To Hell and Back (I just finished it, too. it's good.)
• Boondock Saints shirt
• Skirt
• Choker
• Underwear
• Silky kind of like half of a kimono lingerie thing
• "I  BJs" shirt
• Quagmire pick-up lines poster
• Smoothie

While we were at the mall, Anna called me! We couldn't talk long, but it was the first time i'd heard from her in over a month and she said she'd call me back the next day. She didn't, which of course made me sad, but I wasn't surprised and I'd had two awesome days behind me at that point. Rea and I got smoothies, and ended up missing what we thought was the last bus, and then missing what we're pretty sure was the last bus, which was kinda weird cuz we'd joked about that. Luckily, J-Box's gf Jamie has a car, so they came and picked us up after a little while. Neither of us minded the wait. They dropped me and Rea off at this burrito place here that i'd never been to, and it's not as good as Rico's Tacos, but whatever. I looked inside and Trevor was there! so we ate with him, and after that we went back to campus, checked what the midnight movie was, and when we saw that it was nothing interesting Rea straightened my hair and then we went to the video store. We wanted to rent Night at the Roxburry because we thought it would be a good movie to see while we were drunk, but it didn't work out. Instead we got The Naked Gun, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, and Blazing Saddles because, yes, I'd never seen any of those before. As i mentioned before, we only saw the first one, and after it was over for some reason Boondock Saints came up, probably because I was talking about my shirt, and Reanna had never seen it so we started watching that, but as I also mentioned before, I was laying across her lap like a big kitty cat and she was petting my hair. she asked if i liked having my hair pulled and pulled it when she asked. Normally, no, but when she did it it made me want her so bad...I didn't say that, though, just that it was really hot and that she could do it any time. :P She was too distracted playing with my hair, so after their first big kill we turned it off, and once again I stayed up and talked to Reanna, but instead of it being about sex with J, it was about how I know it's hard to get out of an abusive relationship and it is her choice, but she really should dump her bf before he can take away anything more from her especially because she realizes it. It was more in depth than that, but this entry is already long enough and if it gets any longer i might as well just delete it because no one will read it. Anyway, because of daylight savings time it was about 3:30am by the time I left her room, and somewhere between 3:45 and 4:00am by the time I finally went to the bathroom, stripped down, and got in to bed. Little did I know that my night was not even close to over yet, and I was sober by this time.

Somewhere around 4:00am mindshock called me on a mix of god knows how many and what kind of drugs, (i actually do know, but wow), and that was good times. I don't know how happy he would be with me going over all the details of everything that came up, but he said some flattering things that would have probably cured my self-esteem issues for a month if he'd told them to me when he was sober, and I started to get pretty worried/pissed because it was obvious that no one was taking care of him, and damn it where i'm from if you're gonna fuck your buddy up for the first time then you're gonna watch their ass, too. He hung up, I'm not sure why, and I wondered if i should call him back and figured I'd just go back to sleep and if he called me back it was no big deal. I was probably asleep for 15 minutes before he called me back, but I honestly didn't mind. As much as i was irritated with whoever he'd done his candy flip and then gotten stoned with, it was a lot of fun. After him hanging up and calling me back a couple more times, (i can't remember if he called me three or four times), I think he went to bed at 6:00am (this is my time, btw) cuz it was the last time we hung up. It was great.

SUNDAY:

At 9:00am or so he called me back inquiring as to all of the things we'd talked about. In all honesty, I think I've said/done worse things when I called him while I was drunk, so its all good, and it honestly just made my weekend that much better. I thought it was awesome. What I told him is that "It was like talking to a horny puppy that could speak English. luckily i like animals, i'd fuck you if i could, and i can speak English, too, lol." I think that's about everything. Rea and I went to the gym again, and then the rest of the day was very slow. She wanted to go to town, though, and on the way we were talking about movies that were out and decided to go see V for Vendetta, which as I said last night was absolutely amazing. So many of those issues are relevant to the way our government is doing some things today and has done since 2000. Natalie Portman was great, too.

MONDAY:

With all of that said, I believe that's everything in as little detail as I can list about my weekend, so i guess it's back to normal, depressed, boring life now. now that Ryan's back Reanna is spending all of her time with him again. Surprise surprise, and I told her I knew it was going to happen. I really hope she sees it's not worth it soon. When she was drunk she was so willing to admit and point out and talk about everything wrong, but as soon as she started to sober up she was just like, "but i love him." The biggest problem is trust. He lies to her about cheating, and even though she's never given him any reason to not trust her, he still questions her. (Although she has gotten drunk behind his back twice now, one of those times being Friday night. I do feel bad about that, but Ryan is such a god damn cunt, and she did tell him about Saturday. neither Rea nor J-Box told their respective significant other's about our naked party, either, which I kept saying i wanted to have agian on Saturday every time Jamie left the room, and I feel bad about that, too. It's just not fucking right. I'd cut if i could.) Anyway, I have work to do but don't want to do it, and I really wanna see J, but it looks like it's not happening tonight. I really wish that i was attractive enough to get hit on by more guys like him. this fucking sux.