fun
I talked online with dragonsbride for a bit and then Ted signed on. I don't really trust Ted, but I've gained some trust in him since last February and so I IMed him and told him i'm bored and back in Humboldt. he was like, "come say hi." I knew he was back here, so I figured I should, said bye to dragonsbride and went down to his room, which is luckily two buildings over. Turns out he's rooming with Leonard, which is totally cool. I chilled with them for a bit, sharing stories of extreme drunkeness cuz I guess there was a party Friday night and Ted fubared himself, and then one of their friends, Chris, walked in and asked if they wanted to go to a bonfire at the beach. Ted asked if he had room and if i wanted to come and I said sure. On the way out we stopped by grounds and stole a bunch of wood, (omg that was so much fun, lol) making Chris' car smell extremely good, and we listened to Pennywise on the way there which made me uber happy. It was weird because yesterday was the first day in a loooooooooong time that I got to see both the sunrise and the sunset on the same day. its a really cool feeling to watch the same day begin and many hours later end.
We went to Moonstone Beach, which i'd never been to before. The only beach I'd been to around here was Clam Beach. when it came to hauling the wood out there i was pretty useless, but i tried! Three of their friends were already out there, (two guys and a girl), and while me and one of them were hauling back a sheet full of wood, Anna called me. I told her i was at the beach and I told her I was hanging out with a couple people, one if their friends came down, asked if we wanted to go to the beach so we did. She said she might call later and I said ok. I felt bad not talking to her because she read on my blog about how bored i was and i probably should have said something about how i was going to hang out with Ted. i still feel bad about it, now, but it also would have been rude to the people i was with to continue talking to her. i still kind a feel like a bad friend, though. :(
So we had way more wood than we could have possibly used, but it was alright. The other girl, Tara, had brought some hot dogs and her and the two other guys went around the corner to grab some sticks. the spot we were in was beautiful. The rising moon on the ocean water, stars coming out, a forest behind us, and us with our little fire in a small cove. actually that fire got pretty big a couple of times, but not too big. Tara and the other guys broke the sticks and burned the ends a bit so they were sanitary for hot dog cooking and every one had one except for me, Chris, and one of the other guys. I think his name was Alandro or something. i wasn't hungry because between Denny's, a tall white chocolate mocha at Starbucks, and half an order of Super Nachos at Rico's Tacos, i was stuffed. but i'm glad Leonard had a hot dog, because wow. A little bit before I went to their room, Leonard had chugged about a pint of San Pedro Cactus juice. For those of you who don't know, this contains mesciline, a hallucinagen. (ok, my spelling sux.) If you cook it wrong you'll lose all of it and end up with drinking what has now been described to me by two different people as the worst tasting shit ever without trippin. Lucky for Leonard, he knows how to cook it right, so he was having a good time the whole time we were at the beach. He was cooking his hot dog and then says, "You have to keep rotating it because of the way the sun naturally cooks hot dogs in the wild." What? "You know, they way they grow and the sun cooks them." We had a brief descussion about this before he moved on to better things. He looked out over the ocean back towards Arcata (we were north of it) and asked about a constilation in the sky. I told him it was Scorpio, and then we got onto talking about stars and satallites for a little bit.
After a while, he went and layed down on a rock and just looked up at the sky, then, "Oh guys, there's a satallite right there!" "Where?" "Right there, don't you see it?" After about two minutes of this and us looking at the sky, Ted goes, "What are you talking about, dawg?" it was so fucking funny. Then Leonard really did see a satallite and me, Chris, and Ted saw it, too. We started talking about shooting stars (which i did end up seeing a couple of later) and how satallites go to slow. Leonard goes, "That shooting star is going slow, make a gang of wishes!" lol! its kind of hard to explain, but in the car we were joking about expressions people use to mean a lot of something, and "a gang" is one of the ones that came up. I think it was at this point or around here that Tara and Alandro got up and got something at the car, and I just realized that I was alone with four guys, two of which i'd just met that day, and I didn't trigger at all! I didn't even fucking notice until now! woo! there's proof right there that anyone that thinks i'm not making progress can go fuck themselves! :D i'm so happy now!
but back to the story, Leonard started talking on his phone, and eventually wandered off into the darkness and no one really noticed but me, but i didn't think he was trippin that bad. The last guy, Jose, takes out a bowl and packs it, and so me, him, Ted, Tara, and Alandro smoked it. Chris is apparently trying to quit and Leonard was "good for now" before he wandered off. I didn't get that stoned, mostly because since I hadn't done it since April my lungs and throat weren't used to the smoke and I couldn't take in as much or really hold it, but that was fine with me because I did feel something. I think i was more stoned that I thought i was, but it was ok. Jose packed it again once we finished that, and we passed it around again.
When we finished the second bowl three of Tara's friends, (two girsl and a guy) showed up with their dog Beta. deffinately made me happy be be around an animal while i was stoned, lol. Poor Beta was afraid of the fire, though. :( but she was ok. She managed to get to the other side of the circle and sit. I don't remember the two girls' names, but one was brunette, the other was blonde, and the guy's name was Casey. the brunette was really talkative so that made things fun. :P She wanted to tell scary stories, but the one she told was a variation of one that I knew, and i knew another one but i knew i was probably too stoned to get it right, lol. because i was sitting i didn't realize how stoned i was until i moved, which is why now that i'm sober i think i was higher than i realized i was last night. Anyway, when I told my version of it Beta walked over and didn't lay in my lap but she kinda stood over it and i was petting her, and i was like, "what a weird time to tell a story about a dog." lol, seriously, i'm like holding a dog and telling a ghost story where one gets killed.
After that, Alandro asks us to share what the craziest thing we've ever done/seen is. His was going to the Power Exchange in SF, a sex club. he said he didn't have sex there, but the friend he took was a submissive and the master in the dungeon kept asking him to participate in whipping her and stuff. he told another story, too, because you can watch what goes on in the little rooms, but i didn't understand it, lol. The only things that came to mind for crazy shit i saw were painful, and the only thing i could think of as the craziest thing i'd done was having anal with Nam outside the tech museum at 9:45pm on a summer Friday night, but i didn't think anyone else would want to hear it. The blonde shared something too, i think, but i don't remember.
After that we told jokes. Ted told the best one, but I felt really good because all the jokes I told got a really awesome laugh from everyone and they really liked a couple of mine, too. Good to know I wasn't so high that I couldn't tell a joke, lol. Casey told some fucked up ones and if I hadn't been stoned one of them probably would have made me trigger. :/ its weird because thinking about it then and thinking about it now i thought i should be more bothered by it. Maybe that's a sign of progress, too? Anyway, while a couple of the other people were telling jokes, Ted offered me a Twizzlers and I said "No" "You don't have the munchies?" "I just don't like Twizzlers." "Neither do I really." "Well, maybe if I break off a little piece..." I did, and then remembered why i don't like Twizzlers- they're fucking gross. I almost spat it out, but thought that would be weird. I thought about making a hot dog, but i was too lazy to cook it, lol.
At some point Leonard came back and told a joke or two, and some time after things died down someone called me. I was amazed that I had a signal on the beach. I couldn't get to my phone, though, and figured oh well. A few minutes later they called again. I thought it was Anna, but it was Stuart and he was Fucked. Up. Beyond. All. Recognition. He couldn't even talk. All I heard was techno in the background and him going, "wahh, walahwa, wahh" and just hung up. I felt like a bad friend again, but it would have been rude to the other people to try to baby him and figure out wtf was going on. We chilled for a bit longer, me and the blonde talked about cats, and then everyone was tired so we left. Ted, being part of the Arcata fire department, made sure the fire was out so they didn't have to call his ass back there, later. :P
So that's it for part one! i had a lot of fun and was really happy to get out. Sorry that its so long, but thanx for reading! i'm gonna change my pants, eat something, and clean my face before I get started on part two. later!
So, was the water clear at the beach you were at? I've never been to one where the water is clear, I so badely want to go to one though!
Hmmm, honestly the most fun I've had is here, but its been late nights/ early mornings at Denny's chatting with Sammie's bro and other people they know, and then that one night I got drunk... The zoo was fun too, but I need to go back when everything is built.
I wish to have more fun.
and yes you are a co-star in my night last night 
eewww indeed! its actually more of a blue green here, haha. its pretty. 
