I'M GOING TO OHIO!!!

Again! yay! i'm so excited and so happy. the only thing is i need a ride to san jose and back from here in arcata, and since i still haven't been able to do my laundry i might have to bring two suitcases so i can wash everything and then only take 1 with me to ohio with all the stuff that i need. she said that this week they've been having a blizzard warning and there's tons of snow, and i'm actually kind of excited because i don't ever see that type of weather, lol. preferably it will clear up and be nicer when i'm out there, tho. i'm going to be flying out there next saturday, the 15th, and i will be coming back the saturday after that, the 22nd. there's quite a bit of thoughts in my head right now that i can feel trying to drag me down, but i won't let them, at least not for as long as possible. in 1 week i will be with the only person in this world who truly gets me and i will be miles away from all the people who have and are hurting me. oh i know i'll miss albert like a bitch still, but i'll be ok. i know he will be, it seems like this distance from me hasn't been killing him like it has me.

 

anyway, i think i'm also going to kennel puma again because even tho mike will be here for spring break, he's had his fucking dog tiny here for the past couple weeks and considering that i didn't find out until THURSDAY NIGHT what REALLY happened the first time puma and tiny met when mike first moved in, (i don't feel like getting into it now but it was another one of those things that i forgot to tell albert about yesterday), i don't trust that he won't have tiny here the whole week i'm gone and if something were to happen to puma, god knows if he'd ever tell me. i know, i shouldn't be spending so much money, but i think this is the best way to make sure puma stays safe. (god forbid something happen to the vet's office while i'm gone.) more likely than not i'll have to walk down the street and around the corner when i drop him off and pick him up, but i've done that before.

 

i also just noticed that there's a dead spider on my window sill. i don't know when the fuck that thing showed up cuz this morning while i was finally setting up my printer, (in the nude even!) i put a bunch of shit up there and that spider wasn't there then. if only i could still talk to albert, he'd be getting off of work about now n i could call him n he could get rid of it n help me w/ my laundry n w/ the hermit crab light...oh yeah, that damn thing is broken n i can't afford to just buy a new light so i think i'll have to bring it in my backpack on monday or wednesday, whatever day i can get us to table, and just ask albert on campus n if he can't fix it, which he probably can't, then i'll just buy a new one. hopefully timmy won't be dead by then, but its been pretty nice here. i know that timmy can be ok a week by himself, n if it weren't for that fucking dog puma would be, too.