seriously, is it my problem because rather than sit in my room alone n be depressed all night i decided to go over to jackie's, or should mike be held responsible because he was the one that wanted to throw a party, he's the one that invited everyone, and therefore should he have been responsible for who was here n what they were doing? i'm so fucking irritated. fuck, someone drank a bottle of plum wine at the beginning of the semester that was me n albert's that was in the fridge, n he was totally down to pay me back even tho he didn't kno who did it. but now? he's saying its not his problem. for fuck's sake, the reason i put it in my room is so no one would drink it!
i knew i should have brought it with me...n i feel like i should have just stayed home depressed last night cuz then i could have kept ppl out, but monique apparently showed up at one point n i might have left with them if they'd offered, so i dunno. i even called monique to try to find out wtf happened n she said she didn't kno. if she is lying, i'd like to think that reanna is a good enough person that if she found out she would tell me n would help get this sorted out. n if stephanie knew who it was, it would be good if she fucked spoke up, too, but w/e.
i'm definitely glad that jackie talked me into bringing puma with us, tho, cuz if ppl got in here n no one seemed to notice, puma could have gotten out n then god knows what might have happened to him. n mike's friend christina, one of the chicks who applied to move in here n might be, is one of the ppl that's let puma out before.
i dunno, i kno it might seem like i'm taking my frustration out on his friends that applied for the place, but the thing is, realistically sure, i don't know that they'll be like mike but they are his friends. usually friends have things in common, so i also can't kno that they won't be like this, n i can't spend a year w/ more spoiled rich drama queens that thro a temper tantrum whenever they don't get their way n are incredibly inconsiderate of my needs.
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