All of you
need to read this,
NOW!!!! And you all need to fucking defend me cuz the pussy coward blocked me rather than saying the shit she doesn't like about me to my fucking face. omg, I said the word pussy, wow! Not like she's miss fucking innocent. I've gotten sex surveys from her. I'm shaking right now. I'm so pissed. I have no ability to defend myself, so you need to get on her ass and do it for me or have her face fucking me.
You might all get blocked by her, but it just proves me right. And incase you're wondering what I said:
WHAT THE FUCK???!!! OMG, I AM SO PISSED!!! I DO NOT, I REPEAT, NOT BRAG ABOUT SUCKING COCK FOR MONEY!!!!!!! WHEN I SUCK COCK, I DO IT CUZ I'M HAVING FUN, NOT FOR MONEY!!!!!!!! AND I DON'T BRAG ABOUT IT EITHER!!!!! ITS AN EXPERIENCE THAT I SHARE!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!! IF SHE HAS SHIT TO SAY, SHE NEEDS TO COME AND SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE!!!!! AND SO WHAT IF I WRITE ABOUT SEX? HELLO, I WANNA BE A SEX RESEARCHER, IT'S WHAT I DO!!!!! The sad thing is, the fact that she doesn't believe me about having PTSD doesn't bother me because she isn't the first. I don't write what I do for attention, I do it as a place to vent out my feelings of hurt and gain a support network. If she can't understand that, then I wish the worst of fates upon her so she'll know what it's like to have to experience this shit on her own. And honest to god, what a fucking coward. If she's got something to say, she needs to say it to my face.
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UPDATE: I found her entry, and I wrote a reply, and there's gonna be a lot of shit going down on here now.
This was my reply. The funny thing is, she probably won't even read it the whole way through. very pathetic:
If you have something to say to me, you need to say it to my fucking face and not be a pussy piece of shit coward and block me so i can't come on here and defend myself- omg! there it is! i said the p word! listen, bitch, I DO NOT brag about sucking cock for money, because, guess what, I DON'T DO IT FOR MONEY!!!! i'll admit it, i do suck did, but you and Chris make it sound like i do it every fucking day with a differnt guy and I don't. I have one fucking parnter that I do it with at the most, once a week, and that's fucking it. I don't brag about it, i write about it because I get excited and want to tell people that for once I wasn't fucking miserable and things were ok for me.
As far as you not trusting me that that really happened, I'd hate to let you down, but you're not the first one that's told me that, so I can live with that just fine. Don't believe me. I can't wait until the same thing happens to you when you get raped. How dare you try to tell me that it's wrong for me to vent my feelings and search for a support network when you don't understand how i fucking feel. I'm not looking for attention. for fuck's sake, if i wanted that, everyone here at my college would know about it and they don't. I don't want attention, i just want a support network to know i'll be ok. I'm sorry that you don't understand what its like to have this terrible experience happen to you.
I talk about sex because i'm someday, i wanna be a sex researcher, and it's not like you're miss fucking innocent either. I got a sex survey from you. and do you wanna know why my replies on other blogs don't bother you? because IT'S NOT MY BLOG!!!! MY blog is my space to vent and get out all of my emotions. Other people's blogs are the place where I can go and offer support, advice, etc. I don't comment differently to kiss people's asses or because I know they won't kiss mine. All I am is myself and if you wanted to talk shit about me, you at least could have had the decency to not block me so i could defend myself, or even fucking better, you could have come on to MY blog, replied to one of my entries, and said something to me. Now, are you going to stop being an immature hypocrit and talk this through with me, or are you going to keep being a cunt?