last night before i left the cafe i left J a message on AIM telling him that if he wasn't too busy tonight to give me a call cuz it was gonna be his last chance for a couple days. (period should be starting tomorrow) i didn't think he was really going to, n in a way i was hoping he wouldn't cuz the new episodes of the Venture Brothers n Metalocalypse were on last night n i didn't want to miss them, but sure enough, @ 10:08pm i was watching Futurama n J called me! It took him SO LONG to get to my house, lol. I was ready in like five minutes n i was outside waiting for him. about 20 minutes later he drove by n went down the street. i wasn't sure if he saw me or if he was just turning around. (i was in the driveway petting some orange n white cat that hangs out around our house sometimes.) he did turn around, but then he went down another street around the corner n i walked over there cuz i wasn't sure if he was waiting for me or if he was lost. Turns out he was lost. I stood RIGHT NEXT TO HIS CAR n even tried to GET INTO HIS CAR (the door was locked :P) n he still didn't see me! lol. he was writing a text message to someone, so i just waited patiently n when he turned his car around, i saw him fall over his steering-wheel with embarassed laughter at the fact that i'd been standing there the whole time n he didn't notice. i thought it was funny, especially considering that he kinda did that to me
when i saw him for the first time since June in another computer lab here on campus...lol. he pulled back up n apologized n i just laughed n said, "It's ok, i forgive you!" lol. i guess that's what i get for trying to call him for a ride friday night. :P
we found a place close by n while we were driving we talked a bit more about friday night n i guess he was hung over on Saturday, too, but he had to work. :( poor guy. when he found a street he liked, i started giggling like crazy because it was the same street that one Sean took me to, (not the one i fucked, the other one). I could see the apartment we parked in front of where i gave him head...n afterwards he told me someone had come out n started watching, lol. i'd told J that story but i didn't remember the street, n after seeing that we were there again i debated whether to tell him or not that that was the place. We actually parked in a little turn around where the streets met n there were no houses n it was under a street light. I told J i was debating telling a story n he asked if it could wait n i giggled n said, "Sure." we started making out, we took off my jacket, he reached up my shirt n undid my bra, n then a car drove by. "Perhaps we should go somewhere else..." he said. He looked out his window, then turned back to me, gave a little, "eh" n we started making out again, lol. :D :P
i love having sex with that boy. like, i can't even describe. he always feels so amazing and i love his body. i loved laying back in his passanger seat as we finished stripping each other and kissed some more. i loved seeing him over me, right before he entered me. i think that's like my favorite part when I see him. i had three small orgasms last night n i knew he wasn't up for fucking more than once in this session, (he'd asked if i was "Up for a bit in the car tonight," lol), so i tried to focus really hard and cum for him. Usually, for those that don't remember, we fuck more than once n he'll cum two or three times when we see each other. usually I don't cum before him the first time, but I really wanted to because I knew he'd be disappointed if I didn't. After cumming n relaxing for a while, he was like, "I probably should have asked before I came, but did u cum?" good thing i did, cuz if i hadn't i would have been honest n told him i didn't. it was funny, though, cuz he jizzed on me again n it ran into my belly button...lol. But it was all so great. I love kissing him, n considering how picky i am when it comes to kisses, that's amazing. I actually LOVE tongue kissing with him. The only other person I ever enjoyed it w/ was Nam n to be honest, i only really liked doing it w/ him because I loved him. J is so amazing!
n i didn't miss the new Metalocalypse or Robot Chicken, lol. (but i did miss the Venture Brothers! now i'm gonna have to try to watch it on the Fix! that boy should be flattered as hell that I missed the Venture Brothers just so he could fuck me! lol!) i'm really glad i got to see him last night cuz it helped me relax about being huggy n such w/ him on Friday night when i blacked out n its deffinately helped me today. i'm really stressed out about a lot of things n the past couple of nights i've had some really weird dreams that i'm trying not to think about. right now i'm trying to get my resume up n running so i can touch it up n print it, but for some reason my travel drive isn't working. the last time i fucked with it on this comp Windows crashed so i'm gonna wait until i publish this entry before i try again...lol. but i really love having sex with J. i could swear, tho, n i'm not gonna tell him this, but i think he's gained weight...not a lot! but enough to be noticable, but my ex n Nam were both overweight to the point that i know some would call them fat, n three of the guys i fooled around w/ last year were, too, (one of them being the Sean i didn't fuck but the one that we apparently gave a free show to n he didn't tell me 'till afterwards n he didn't even fucking cum cuz he's a smoker which = smoker's dick), n none of those three guys were as nice or sweet as J is. J still acknowledges i'm a human being, will give me the time of day when he sees me let alone the couple times he's gotten my attention to talk to me, n i don't get this vibe like he thinks less of me because i'm willing to have casual sex w/ him. maybe its because i'm not afraid to say how much i like it, lol, or maybe he does feel that way n is just really good @ hiding it. n e way, i have other shit to do n need to get this travel drive going. i just needed to write about fucking J again last night because i love it so much. I wish we could fuck a hell of a lot more often. I wish we were better friends. i guess we'll just see, huh?
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