collegemike owes me a grand total of $184.25. stephanie owes me $66.25. mike is telling me that i might not see the money from either of them ever. if i don't get paid, i'm canceling both suddenlink- cable AND internet- and pg&e n they can both figure out who's name to put the account under. i don't care, i can live without internet, i'll just have to spend a hell of a lot more time on campus. i don't care, i can live without power. its scary, sure, but i'm not doing this fucking bullshit anymore. i'm pretty sure they're both gonna move out n if mike isn't, i'm going to ask him to n give all the reasons why. i just keep telling myself its only a few more weeks n i'm gonna be gone for four days at the end of this weekend. i really need to stop putting off having that fucking conversation, tho.
saw albert today. he asked how my trip was n i told him that it was good n how proud i am of my brother n how sad i am that i can't show him the videos that i took because he's not gonna know who my brother is unless i watch them with him. he was just like, "yeah, that'll take some arranging..." i then told him about the five page conversation i had in my backpack about why he shouldn't have said a damn thing to cyn, n he was like, "well i had to tell her something." "I wonder why you felt the need to." "because as soon as i saw her we got into a fight." he didn't tell me what he told her, but i'm sure it was none of her fucking business. seriously, that bitch just needs to fuck off n die. after that we just talked about the summer a little n how i kinda wanna meet w/ albert again next thursday at the same time we did this week, only maybe not talk for so long, because i don't think we're tabling next week n i don't kno when i'm gonna see him again. that wouldn't be such a big deal if it weren't for the fact that he doesn't read this blog, but he said he'd read it tonight to see the convo me n cyn have been having. i told him not to tell me that cuz then i'm gonna check, see he hasn't been on n be sad, but he insisted he would. (i see that he has been by, but that might just mean he clicked over here just so it showed up that he did, or maybe he did but he only looked for n read the posts that had me n cyn's messages in them) i guess cyn called him while we were talking n he had to go cuz he was supposed to meet up w/ her, (of course), n i finished telling him that i was worried about the summer cuz i'd never seen him n then we hugged each other "bye." as i pulled away from him i saw cyn walking up outside over his shoulder n i just said, "she's comin!" we said bye then n i paid attention to tabling n he went off w/ her n did whatever they needed to do. its such fucking bullshit...
but yeah, now i need to go to the bathroom n get back to campus to work on my stats homework that's due tomorrow, then i need to come back here n work on the paper for my project that's due wednesday. i hope cyn doesn't get butthurt i if i don't check my myspace for a few fucking days cuz i have school shit to do. (i kno right, so i shouldn't be on here but i go crazy if i don't get some of this shit out! crazier, i mean) that n sean is supposedly coming over tonight finally. if he is i'd better still fucking be in the mood, another reason i'm avoiding myspace n the possibility that i might have gotten something from cyn, but maybe she just didn't respond. i'm just wondering what they both had to do at 11:00 that was so fucking important that she felt the need to walk to the bss n get him if she knew i was tabling there n if she doesn't want to be a further source of stress for me...hmm?
saw albert today. he asked how my trip was n i told him that it was good n how proud i am of my brother n how sad i am that i can't show him the videos that i took because he's not gonna know who my brother is unless i watch them with him. he was just like, "yeah, that'll take some arranging..." i then told him about the five page conversation i had in my backpack about why he shouldn't have said a damn thing to cyn, n he was like, "well i had to tell her something." "I wonder why you felt the need to." "because as soon as i saw her we got into a fight." he didn't tell me what he told her, but i'm sure it was none of her fucking business. seriously, that bitch just needs to fuck off n die. after that we just talked about the summer a little n how i kinda wanna meet w/ albert again next thursday at the same time we did this week, only maybe not talk for so long, because i don't think we're tabling next week n i don't kno when i'm gonna see him again. that wouldn't be such a big deal if it weren't for the fact that he doesn't read this blog, but he said he'd read it tonight to see the convo me n cyn have been having. i told him not to tell me that cuz then i'm gonna check, see he hasn't been on n be sad, but he insisted he would. (i see that he has been by, but that might just mean he clicked over here just so it showed up that he did, or maybe he did but he only looked for n read the posts that had me n cyn's messages in them) i guess cyn called him while we were talking n he had to go cuz he was supposed to meet up w/ her, (of course), n i finished telling him that i was worried about the summer cuz i'd never seen him n then we hugged each other "bye." as i pulled away from him i saw cyn walking up outside over his shoulder n i just said, "she's comin!" we said bye then n i paid attention to tabling n he went off w/ her n did whatever they needed to do. its such fucking bullshit...
but yeah, now i need to go to the bathroom n get back to campus to work on my stats homework that's due tomorrow, then i need to come back here n work on the paper for my project that's due wednesday. i hope cyn doesn't get butthurt i if i don't check my myspace for a few fucking days cuz i have school shit to do. (i kno right, so i shouldn't be on here but i go crazy if i don't get some of this shit out! crazier, i mean) that n sean is supposedly coming over tonight finally. if he is i'd better still fucking be in the mood, another reason i'm avoiding myspace n the possibility that i might have gotten something from cyn, but maybe she just didn't respond. i'm just wondering what they both had to do at 11:00 that was so fucking important that she felt the need to walk to the bss n get him if she knew i was tabling there n if she doesn't want to be a further source of stress for me...hmm?
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Re: fucking room mates
Def talk to the roommates about the money situation. no use in growing gray hair b/c of other stupid ppl and with irresponsibility
that's for sure
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