Exhausted and Uninteresting

For some reason I am feeling completely exhausted and have a head ache. It could be the lack of sunshine, the constant cold, or anemia do to my period. The last is probably the most likely because it happens pretty much every time i'm on my period. It's too the point that i've been getting 12 hours of sleep a night and can hardly get up for a noon class. Hopefully this won't last too much longer. Emily has a piano recital tonight that I wanted to go to and I have lots of homework to do, but I know that I shouldn't go when I'm this tired and I won't be able to focus on anything like this. I'll just want to rush through and half ass everything so I can do something else and part of it envolves having to carefully read stuff, so that won't work. My best option is to get a nap because even though I might not be able to sleep tonight, at least then I'll be concious enough to do my homework. this sux. :(

I was also thinking about it, and I think my blog is rather boring. Some of you probably don't agree considering that you leave me comments telling me that I'm outrageous and crazy in a good kind of way, but overall it's not that interesting. Every now and then something exciting happens to me or I have some random thoughts that i voice on here in the hopes of expanding the minds or encouraging and interesting debate with others, but overall it's mostly me bitching about my days and going on about my disorder and my loneliness. You're all probably tired of it, but then again, maybe that's why some of you keep reading this blog; knowing that one day I will post something about drinking blood or baby elephants that can paint and shoot napaulm from their trunks or an adorable picture of a triceratops or campaign for using chimps as free labor in sweatshops instead of children. In a way i guess that's what makes the ramblings of an angry, broken, and horny 18 year-old female college student interesting, because you never really and truly know what I'm going to be ranting on and on and on about next.:P