I'm far away but i can't help that - I will help if I can, as far as I can - I don't know you but this is what I use mindsay to do. I understand, i was a chemistry student and it was hell for me to have to keep doing some neverending supply of work when I hadn't even figured out what I wanted to do with life - I felt trapped by what I felt my parents expected of me, and that made me look for a way out - I quit the final year because it got to the point where even if I got the qualification, I wouldn't have the self-esteem left to persue graduate jobs - but the new ways education makes you think you'll never lose, even if you forget the factual aspects of the course.

It's better to drop out than suicide - it's just not worth a life - and damned be to anyone who isn't understanding - they have no right to push you, particularly if they havn't experienced it themselves