frustrated
at least you're being responsible about it and letting them know.
... but... what???
i blame one of my friend for this, lol
I'm glad you're informing your partners. It's the responsible thing to do.
*hug* hang in there... I know it doesn't feel like it now, but it could have been much, much worse. I'm glad it isn't.
-- S
it just really sucked informing those three boys 
n the moral of the story is deffinately that it just takes one. the one time i fucked some other guy w/o a condom n this happened. i kinda wonder if maybe i hadn't used one if i would have been ok? but i also went down on him so logically i should also have it in my throat...who knows.
regardless, if god had to will me getting an STD, this is the best case scenario by far. i dunno if i could have called those boys n told them they may have HPV or HIV, i might have died with guilt first
i'm deffinately not having sex without condoms n e more. i'm pretty sure i got this from Ben n the only reason i had sex with him w/o a condom was because my drunk ass was so used to doing that w/ j (n he wasn't seeing n e one else, so STDs weren't an issue for us) n i didn't even think about STDs until the next morning. i just thought, "as long as he pulls out then i shouldn't get pregnant because i'm on the pill".
me n reanna have been joking about this, n i decided this is all Gabby's fault because if she hadn't been telling ppl i was having sex w/ j then he wouldn't have stopped seeing me n then i wouldn't have fucked ben because i would have felt guilty, lol 