so i'm taking a second out from sleeping to say that i didn't drink or have sex tonight. I went to sleep and 8:00 and woke up at 11:30. I'm still tired, but i could use a little break. I feel like eating, but i know that's only because i've been stuffing my face the past couple of days and i swear that i can see it in my face how much weight i've gained. Now that middle eastern dance is over I can start cutting my stomach again, and today i did. i had to keep wiping at the blood because i was wearing my white shirt with Brian Griffin on it. Also I'm running out of points on my meal plan for this semester and if my plans go through for break i'm going to have to control my eating and only eat when I'm truly hungry because I'm going to have to use my money from bank to buy my own food. (I'm not going to use "prostitution" money cuz then my parents will think i'm anorexic for not taking any money out of the bank to eat.) Go check out
birthdays in your spare time. Good night everyone.