you already destroyed most of my relationships. God, in my ordeal
you have allowed me to rediscover my sphere
the ones to trust
and the ones who trust.
the ones who judge
and the ones who budge.
the pain of betrayal sears
with the spears of envy pierced
with tear-stained eyes
i shut out those in my midst
i look onto you
my redeemer and my shield. you have done all means, time and again, to cripple me financially.
you have spread nasty rumors about me.
you have made everyone doubt my capacity.
you have taken my clients, my projects, my job away from me.
what is it that you really want? what have i done to you?
THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD
The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not want;
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters;
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for His name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death,
I fear no evil;
for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life;
and I shall dwell in the house of the
Lord forever .
Psalm 23
You are accessing my sites, setting up mock pages - phishing pages - and you get all my passwords.
you stop me from doing my work.
God, this is the main reason why i have reached the point of saying enough is enough.
you know how guilty i become even entertaining the thought that others should get the consequences they deserve.
you know how close to impossible it is for me to wish anyone harm...
but please, Lord, in this case, let justice be served.
please prove to me and to everyone else who knows about the harassment, the stalking, the hacking and the cyberbullying that you do not close your eyes to injustice.
you know how difficult it is for me to cling on to my faith in You still, but again i will choose to.
You, my God, are greater than them
i have to remind myself time and again that in this ordeal, i am not alone
this battle is yours.
the battle is the lord's.
god
