it's a fruit.

so here's a story.

on April 18, 2008. i lost the only girl i would ever consider as my best friend.
i'm being serious.
and why? you'd never guess.
boys.

for real.
girls may be poison,
but boys are death.

i think this is why i was so afraid to befriend boys when i was younger.
that seems so off because i'm gay, but i seriously just didn't want to be around guys. not even as friends.
now i do, seeing as girls are ridiculously stupid. boys are more laid-back and straight forward. more athletic, so we actually do things instead of sitting around talking shit. it's great fun.
but anyways.

this is what i think i was afraid of: the bisexuals.
Bisexuals aren't my favorite anyways, in fact, they're worse than straight girls.
for the most part, obviously. i'm not speaking for all bisexuals of the world here. just my experiences.
this included.

so, boy meets girl. have a great time.
sorry kids, good things aren't forever. it ends.
stay friends. that's good. at least it's not awkward? of course not.

so, girl ruins boy's friendship with other boy.
or at least tries to.
boys' friendship is too strong for girl. girl backs off.

so, girl goes to other girl.
other girl that both the boys hang with.
other girl that likes girls. that's known her forever.
that is her best friend since 7th grade.

fine, right?
well girl likes this girl she's just gone to.
girl that's friends with the boys, doesn't care much.
she's not interested in anyone too badly.

so, girl that left the boys wants more with the other girl.
other girl says no. she doesn't want to hurt her guy friends.
even if those boys are over it and have moved onto other girls.
other girl doesn't want to do anything and doesn't want to seem like a stealer.

ruined.

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Benga on

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So.... your friend wanted to be more than friends and when you said no, isn't so keen on being friends anymore? Totally messed up.

*hugs* I hope things work out with your friendship! ^_^

♥ Dan

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beccsaloser on

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exactly!
haha. wow.

i was thinking it got a little confusing when i added myself into that mix. haha.

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Benga on

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Yeah, it wasn't exactly the easiest thing to follow..... but apparently 'twas good enough!

♥ Dan

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beccsaloser on

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yeah..
she got pissed because i told her i didn't want to do anything because her and [derrek] did stuff.
even though he has a girlfriend now and stuff, i still thought it was a little fucked. and i don't want to be that type that would take someone else's ex. because he's my friend.

basically unless he came up to me and said that he had absolutely no feelings and i could go ahead, then i'd have to think about it anyways because i'm not even interested in her like that anyways.
so we made out a few times. so what? i'm not attached to anyone. i don't have to care.

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Benga on

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That is really..... weird. Sometimes I think my life is boring..... others I realize that might not be so bad, haha!

♥ Dan

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beccsaloser on

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ugh.
i don't even care anymore.
like i didn't like her like that anyways and i probably would never date her on top of that.
she's my friend. yeah. seriously the only girl i would ever consider to be my best friend. because i take those words seriously.

it just sucks that she had to get all pissy about it.
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Benga on

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Yeah, it does suck. Although I suppose it would be hard to be really close friends with someone if you liked them as more than that. Well, for some people anyways, I'm messed up in the head so it don't matter here, haha!

♥ Dan

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beccsaloser on

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i guess so?
i mean, yeah. we had a little fun. so what.
not my fault i didn't want more.
she had no right to get so fucking mad.
ugh.

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Benga on

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She probably just felt hurt..... I'd guess that in time you'll be friends again, and I hope that happens! ^_^

♥ Dan

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beccsaloser on

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i kinda don't.
she's been threatening to talk shit about the rape that happened that night.
i'm just sick of her.
she just ruins people's lives. like boy one and boy two i mentioned. she tried, but didn't get it.
now she's all over one of our other friends.
seriously.
i really think i'm done with her.

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Benga on

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Way too much drama...... I like things quiet, even if it is boring at times, at least it's sane, haha!

♥ Dan