Tinder Jay is very nice, but I am becomingly less attracted to him because of the lack of any kind of physical intimacy.
I am a VERY sexual person.
I need it.
And he hasn’t nailed anything down as a serious thing.
I’m like 65% sure he may be a virgin, and I am just not cut out to handle that.
Also, he wants to move, I don’t really want to move, and he wants to be in the military, I don’t want to date someone in the military. Both of my brothers are already in, I don’t need anymore of that.
Isaac, he’s a guy that I am INSANELY attracted to; he resurfaced a couple of weeks ago. I banged him a couple of times last summer. We fucked in a hot tub last week. A FANTASTIC LAY. He’s local, and wants to stay in this area. I don’t want to put all my eggs in that basket though, unless it’s gonna be a thing.
But I don’t want to fuck one dude, and just have an emotional relationship with another…
I am getting sucked into the dicksand right now, and I need somebody to lay a stick out so I can climb out.