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bahamat

loneliness

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Bah... fuck it
I don't understand it - it's not even logical, so there's no point letting it affect me! :) I'm almost friken' immune to it by now, or at least I was when I had more pressing concerns (college stress and fear of job loss back in the day)
Can't deny it's there sometimes or just make it go away but having a nap's good
And at least I never get it at work, and now I got accepted for this new thing (yay!) mebbe I'll be around more human activity
Also it's curious why it fires more strongly at night - maybe just less human activity at night? - or at least in part
Also I never used to be lonely when Jessie was around (my old cat) - we were so close :) - it's when she died I had to learn to live w/o, and I was living away at college at the time too - but tat's the past lol - And I'm a survivor! I've proven myself to myself :D

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uyoku on

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bahamat on

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I appreciate it - ty!

- it's been a long time since I last heard this song, but it now makes sense to me - it's designed to be very positive and empowering, and boosting self esteem. Back in the day I just saw it as another popular song that I didn't understand - but now I read between the lines, and I'm sure it clicked with (and helped) people in appropriate situations.It's odd how I couldn't see before what should've been plain to see...