Sometimes I do need freedom
But freedom sometimes causes pain
I must not put it ahead of what's important.
Screw freedom, live for love and care.
Control
Some people are an enemy of both forces, but I'm not, I fight for both, but love should always come first
I know what it's like to be starved of both. I shall not starve people of either, because they need both. I can cope with less of both nowadays
But caring comes first
Freedom would make me into a monster, it's only my self control that's stopping me from hurting people
I'm a demon in chains, the chains of my willpower, which at the moment is stronger
love
