Well as of right now I am apparently parentless. My mother will not speak to me anymore because of my engagement and I refuse to talk to my father. I have a long over due talk I need to have with him... Anyway, My mom is freakin out because of this... I don't know why I mean at least I didn't come to her and say, "Hey guess what I am pregnant". I am the first one not to so far. I see nothing wrong with being pregnant at this age but Being engaged isn't so bad I mean its not like we are already married. I just wish she would see how happy I am for once in my life. I no longer cut myself nor have the desire to do any harm to myself. For this first time in my life.. I am extremely happy. I feel like I can do what ever I want to do with my life. I don't feel like I am being held back nor neglected. I have finally found someone who loves me for who I am and could care less about sex. I found someone who wants to sit there and just talk to each other or have each other in our arms. I found someone that I can literally talk to about anything in the entire universe and not be condemned for the way I think. That Special someone who will just sit there and listen when you need to talk or will be that shoulder you need when you just have to cry. I am happy for the first time since I can't remember when and she just can't see that. All she sees is that I am going to ruin my life because I am going to end up pregnant and drop out of school because I am not mature enough to go to school, work a job, and take care of a baby all at the same time. I know I am because I did it in high school and to be honest I have taken care of babies since I was 8. I wish she would just look beyond her mistakes and just realize that I am happy and I am in love. I just wish she could see that much just that little bit of happiness is all I want... but I guess it is too much to ask for.