Shawn is absolutely amazing. I have no doubt in my mind he is my one and only; and he only makes that more clear when he tells me the same. I just need to get over this annoying lump in my life and things will be gravy. I'm not gonna lie though - I hate his job. He's not happy with it, and working takes up all of his time. Just gotta be patient. The time I do get with him is more than worth it.

Family is something else. I don't even feel like going there.

Other than that I am job hunting. Wish me luck!