I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

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Over You
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

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mollyrosemond on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

I definitely know that feeling.

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

It's a feeling I have felt for way too long and needed to deal with.....and as much as I still love her....I'm able to let go now

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mollyrosemond on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

well that's really good to hear.
I've been there before too, just this summer.
if you ever need to talk to anybody, I'm here.
:]

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

Well....there really isn't anyway for me to say it, except to just blurt it out....

Her name is Candace, and I met her only a few months after moving to San Diego so I met her in July of 2005. She had a boyfriend at the time but he treated her like shit so she came to me everytime everything happened, and so finally she broke up with him after she found out he cheated on her. We had our first date on September 22nd 2005, we went and we saw the 40yr old virgin....Then we went until April 2006 without a problem and then this marine came into the picture, he was trying to snake her from me. One of the major reasons I don't like Marines. He tried the we're just friends things and whenever she wasn't around he'd like try to punk me out sayin that she and him were engaing in more than just friendly conversation, which later turned out to be false. That situation came down to a big argument/ fight between me and that Marine Candace showed up and I ended everything that was going on by asking her to marry me....she said no but we became closer and we never saw that Marine guy again. Things were great and we were in a discussion about moving in together about a week b4 she broke up with me which was about August 20th of this year. I found out that she recently got back with her ex who she was with when she got with me.....or she just slept with him anyway......stupid stupid girl.....but if being miserable is what she wants....then so be it

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mollyrosemond on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4:

:\.. I'm sorry that happened. it sucks.. a lot.
just remember that you're better than that, and she's the one who missed out on a great thing. If she was willing to give you up, she's not worthy of your love. There's another gal out there who'll appreciate you, and love you, and especially RESPECT you. She won't hurt you in the same way.
I'm happy you're okay. I went through a rough breakup too, over the summer, so I know how much it hurts. It definitely gets better and easier over time.
just remember everything happens for a reason.

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4:

thanks i appreciate that

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mollyrosemond on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4:

no problem!

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4:

coolio hoolio

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erhottie18 on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

hey sorry i haven't written that chapter yet...i've been really busy,and for some reason--i can't write very well lately. and it's really starting to bug me now. but i'll get to it soon.

i love this song...

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

Well the reason that you can't write well lately is because ur so busy and when u actually get the time to write, ur too exhausted to think of anything....the same thing has been goin on with me. Don't let it get to u.....find sometime after you have been well rested, and start from there....

I love it too...I think I'm finally getting over a certain u know who

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erhottie18 on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

Yeah you're completly right. I mean, I can't even find the inspiration to think of a childhood story for my english class. Oh well.

and who's that certain who...candace?

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

yes

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erhottie18 on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

Yeah I kinda figured that. That's good.

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

yeah.....it's weird though. I just like blank out and think about nothing for hours now....It all used to be her, and now....nothing....lol it's actually kinda funny

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erhottie18 on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

How can you think about....nothing? There's ALWAYS something on my mind.

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

I know its weird....I'm gonna use the guy card on this one...lol. I just dont have anything to occupy my time I guess.....sometimes its like I find myself just spacing out but I'm not really thinking bout anything. It's like falling asleep with my eyes open

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erhottie18 on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

But the thing is--you dream every night, it's just a matter of whether you remember them or not.

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aw on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

I never said anything bout dreaming......I just said I space out throughout the day and its like sleeping with my eyes open

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erhottie18 on

Re: I figured we'll take a break from the story while Nicole writes chapter 4

yeah but you can dream with your eyes open....