the commercial for the Casino was on TV just now....and i just burst out bawling.....it hurts so bad....

everything reminds me of her i cant escape her

rachel i love you soooo much.....why..whywhhyy

please god make it stop....make me stop loving her so much....make me like lee so i can just not fucking care what i do or who it hurts....make me like rya able to just change my mind on dime and stop loving someone....make me die....anything to stop hurting....