So Lately...

Hi everyone. Sorry i haven't been able to post anything, been at my dads all week. It's been good and i am having a great time here which is good. Marty got to Chicago and everything okay so i am glad about that. I am missing him soo much but i just think to myself that he is out there having an amazing time so i may as well do the same thing, no point in being miserable and moping around especially when i am going to get to see him in a week anyways.

It's been so weird though, like the amount of time that i was spending with him, i have been there pretty much since christmas, the most time we've spent apart was like 2 weeks. Long distance relationships eh? However, these weeks apart have gone pretty fast so i can't really complain. I just don't want anything to stop me being with him again, he is all i think about, always on my mind no matter where i am or what i am doing. He really is the most amazing guy in the world. The things he does, the things he says to me and the things that he calls me as well. It's so sweet and i've always wanted a boyfriend just like him. :) Sometimes i think and feel as though i am not going to see him again, as though it's all too good to be true, cause good things rarely happen to me and he's the most amazing thing that ever happened, the one person who has actually ever made me feel loved. It's the best feeling in the world.

 

I only have a few days to go before i get to see him again and i am just counting down the days. As much as i love it here spending time with my family as i never get to see them, i just want to be with my baby again <3 I miss not being able to talk to him like we have done for the past 8 months. And it's killing me not having him here to hold me through the night, and kiss me, and make me feel better when something is on my mind. I just love him with all my heart. He makes me feel wanted, cared about and most of all he makes me feel safe.<3 I know he sometimes reads this so if you are reading then know that i love you with all my heart and i always will. <3 no matter what :) x x x x

 

Anyways i don't wanna bore you anymore than i probably already have :P Apart from that i am not really up to anything else. Will be going to a party this weekend with my family, i am looking forward to that. :)

 

I  will post again when i have something interesting to talk about :P

 

Ciao for now x x x