I felt it was time to write another one of these, as writing always makes me feel better and it's nice to get everything out. So if you're reading this then thanks, maybe you can give me some advice.

Lately me and my boyfriend have been fighting. Yesterday it got pretty bad. I sometimes feel like he can't tell me things because he thinks i'm gonna go mad or something. That's not the case, i just want him to trust me and be able to tell me things.

The way he acted when we were arguing really shocked me. He was so laid back about the whole thing, he even began to laugh at one point. It felt like someone was stabbing me in the heart over and over. It was the worst feeling in the world, i never want to feel that way again.

Guys say that girls are hard to understand but i think it's definitely the other way around.

We are strong, though and i know we can get through whatever we have to. We have come so far, i'm not letting anything or anyone ruin what we have, it's so special to me.

But anyways, to his credit he did make everything up to me. He went to blockbuster and got some films for us to watch and we had an amazing night. He proved that he loves me. I guess i just need to accept he cares about me instead of thinking that nobody could ever have feelings for me.

Anyways.. That's all i have to say for now. Will write another one when i have a more interesting story to tell.

Ciao for now x