I had a very rough day Thursday. I'm not going to go into it all online. I just wanted everyone to understand why I'm posting this. This is exactly how I felt after having a conversation I never expected to have. I thought of all the people I knew family would be the ones I was safe with. In the end they were the ones to hurt me the most.

   This song is for Jennifer. All she will ever see when she looks at me is the Noelle that lives in the mirror.

 

 

Breathe No More

by

Evanescence

 

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.

 
   

 


 
 
Orangee on
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This song is very frequently how I am feeling after something happens, or even when something doesn't. I'm so sorry you also have to feel that way. It's sad that the ones who are supposed to love you the most, also manage to hurt you the worst.

Anywho, for whatever it's worth, I love you very much Noee; I'm always here for you. I'm praying for you/your family, and don't hesitate to call me anytime, about anything. And that's an order Squishy!(rhymes with missy, get it? lol.) Luv ya girl.

Orangee on
Re: Breathe No More
P.S. tons of *kisses* and (((((((hugs))))))) and nose taps!!!
addicted2pjs on
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*taps nose repeatedly*

Thanks a bunches.

*many hugs*

forbiddendreams on
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Hey babe, I havent been able to call you lately and I dont want to call your house with this phone so I am going to email you my number and you can call me anytime after nine. I want to hear how you are doing I have been worried about you after our last talk before you left so call me soon. I miss talking to  you....just think two more weeks till i come back.

 
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