He left her unbound, dressed her in soft leisure pants tied at the waist and a serape  that covered and kept her warm, open where he could remove it easily or slide his hands underneath and fondle her breasts and tummy.  The clothing was easier on her welts and convenient to apply the salve Khoru had provided. 

 

He settled her on the chaise and she held her hair up as he fastened a medium thick collar snugly around her throat  and secured her leash.  She offered her ankles hoping he would accept, then bind her wrists behind her . . .   She pouted and huffed a bit, not getting her way.   He placed her sketch pad near and asked her to show him how to make simple forms, figures . . . The minutes passed until she was concentrating less and less on the questions he asked . . . He sat a pot of tea to brew and they shared the cup as she began letting the slideshow of images awaken her imagination.   She began sketching random figures . . .odd shapes  . . .the focused and unfocused thoughts competing for her attention . . .until she recognized what it was she wasn't looking for and began to give it detail. 

 

He permitted a faint cool breeze through the heavy curtains . . . She shivered at the first warmth of a the fire that blended with the fresh air , smelled the scent of the wood smoke and smiled as she thought of bites of grilled food . . .  Without taking her eyes off her sketch pad approved the light as he adjusted the curtains.   She felt him return and sit closely, turned her head for a sip of the tea and continued . . .flipping to a new page and earnestly beginning a new drawing that had been waiting all along as the one she focused on.    Violin soloist, Joshua Bell . . . The soft bamboo fabric wrapping her  . . . She turned her head for another sip of tea , a warmed refill that was just a bit too hot.   She pressed her lips to the hot hot lip of the cup and let it sting a bit and then took quick sips . . . She felt the tender soreness of the welts relax and sat with her back against him, turning her head to see him looking at the sketch pad, watching the figure take shape . . .she was rewarded with soft spoken, undeserved praise and caught herself without realizing it . . . "yes my love" . . . She quickly pressed her back against him and shivered from the tiny icy stab in her heart . . . He saw her hand relax, unfocused for a moment and kissed her neck and encouraged her . . . She shook off the feeling and closed her eyes against a tear . . . Another sip of the hot tea and she resumed her sketch . . .

 

He slid his hand under the serape, softly pinching her nipples as she showed him the finished drawing  . . .a simple view of a woman in private . . .  At first look she led your eyes from the larger definition, then revealed more and more of the subject , the surroundings and the items around her or nearby . . . He was drawn to the shape of her hips, the curve of her breasts and it was easy to imagine her finishing her bath, relaxing in the privacy of her time and who could guess what goes through a woman's thoughts  . . .  

 

You first noticed a woman toweling herself sitting nude on a bench, her hair hanging off her shoulder partially hiding her face and her breast . . . A window or mirror, obscured from the lingering steam of the warm bath or shower . . . Then you notice her arm stroking the inside of her leg and partially revealing her other breast . . . showing the full curve almost to her nipple . . . her shoulders, the line of her face . . .her neck.   She's narrow at the hip, round and thetaper of her waist to the small of her back . . .her legs drawn where they just conceal her softest flesh . . .her smooth tummy that she touches softly with her other hand.  She's revealed in her most private, but silent thoughts . . .  In the most private and most vunerable moments . . .

 

 

"Want to know what's going through my mind?"  

"Yes, my love" . . .she said it again, soft confidence in her voice.

"I want to think she will be thinking of her lover . . .that she is happy . . .and that she knows that she cannot be replaced by anyone else . . .that her heart is safe, that she is safe . . . " 

 

His words caught her off guard as she looked at the woman she drew and saw her not from her eyes, but clearly through his . . . She swallowed another sip of tea and took a slow quiet breath as he put his arms around her and cupped her breast . . .

"She does my love" . . .she bit her lip and settled back resting against him . . .

 

He sat her up a bit and slipped off her serape and she placed her hand over his shoulder to give him full access to her breasts as he fondled and looked at her . . . Raising her leash slightly she stood and he pulled the tie around her waist and she stepped out the pants . . . She spread her feet further apart and held his face lightly in her hands as he examined her welts and softly pressed . . . then pet her slit . . .

 

He sent her to rinse off quickly in a hot shower.  She lingered for a second and he pressed a sore muscle and she complained and then left.   She returned with damp hair and dripping and giggled silently at his complaint . . . She rested her hand on his shoulder, opened her legs wider . . .turned, bent over . . .as he applied the salve again . . . She made a very sinful but delicious offer, and pouted again as she stepped back into the soft pants and he slipped the serape over her head . . .

 

She was about to throw a fit when her stomach growled loudly and she squealed softly as she caught his eye . . . She did as she was told, helping him with extra hands for preparing dinner . . . A favorite of theirs was grilled meat and grilled vegetables, hot bread or chips . . . cold chicken, anything that would fit on a large platter  . . . She was sent for wine and returned with two bottles corked  . . . Their meals were lighthearted, good conversations, he made her laugh  . . . Music painstakingly selected,  and they talked over it . . . She caught little hints about her shining knight and she often took a good look at him, and liked remembering coming home nude, wrapped only his coat . . .minutes after meeting him, she was in his bed and she never left . . .

 

She quickly returned to the present as he held her leash . . . She offered her wrists and looked him directly in the eye.  The offer was ignored again and they returned to the fire . . .he brought out the hash box and she rolled a full spliff . . .he returned with chocolate and wine and sat watching her inhale deeply, relishing the first bit of the soothing tide the hash brought . . . A fully tummy, sweetly high from the hash and the second bottle of wine, she felt the creamy warmth between her legs and her thighs, her nipples sensitive and the ache  . . .

 

She thought through and through in her thoughts and wanted to be taken, to serve sinfully and be used  . . . He whispered and raised her and she smiled, understanding his sweet unspoken seduction of her  . . .

 

The light from their bath faintly reached their bedroom, he removed her collar and leash . . .he preferred her completely nude on these nights, she thought . . . She slid between the covers and stayed on his side as he slid next to her.  He held the covers back looking at her in the light and she spread her legs as his eyes looked between them . . .  He covered her and held her breathless . . .as her body spun sensations around her.    She was soft, warm and creamy from the seduction of her  . . .and felt the his thick flow running from her slit

 

Nights like this he made love to her and stayed deep inside her, came deep inside her and caressed her with his hands, his body and his kisses and she desperately gave in hoping to get control in the morning. 

 

She turned in his arms and spooned against him as he began to sleep . . .

 

"Yes my love, she does" 

 
   

 


 
 
daisyofthedead on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
This is really good work. 
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
Thank you, very much . . .
moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
  I couldn't decide which entree' would most ardently excite your interest, so, I've chosen the simple yet elegant, "hello." 
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
A simple hello is always the best.  It will be just as nice becoming acquainted. Your comments are always welcome. For more private correspondence, just email.

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
The anonymity afforded by this present experience is all the privacy I require.  I think I'd rather enjoy an interplay of words with a man like you while those of a lesser inclination look on and dream.
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
Very well . . . but intensity is muted in anonymity . . . What desire would like aroused and exposed?
moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
True . . . but the grading of intensity may also be quantified by the vivacity of ones imagination . . . such as yours, for instance . . .
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
My writing is a labour of  . . .

 

I'm fascinated by women . . . what arouses them, how intense the arousal can be . . . what will sustain it and how long the intensity can be maintained . . . and then, how often?

 

He has everything of, and from, the woman he adores . . . and she doesn't have to say she loves him, but that he owns her . . .

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
I am fascinated by this relationship . . . more so, by this man . . . you asked what desire I wanted aroused or exposed?  Perhaps one that has lain dormant but is now awakening to the sound of a deep call . . . you know, as in "deep calling unto deep . . . "
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
There is a clue in the header . . . a quote of a poem.  The author caused quite a stir in her time.  The essence of a submissive is that it is she who has all the power. All of it.

 

His responsibilites are resolute, his power totally illusory . . . his reward, his treasure is her submission . . . she is his gift to use as he pleases.  The calling? mmmm . . . that is the sweet sweet taste of flesh, the ache of it . . .sore then soothed . . . never, ever cured

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
As he was falling asleep, had he asked, perhaps absentmindedly, his mind numbing against wakefulness, if she loved him?  Is that the question she was answering? 

And what of the "icy stab" in her heart somehow associated with her(?) rather offhanded reply, "yes my love" . . . is love not a subject easily broached between the two of them?
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
He didn't ask.  There's the question that if she were in love, how would it change the sex and the relationship between them?  Its been inferred that in intimate nights, he 'makes love' and has whispered some of his feelings. 

 

On her side of the deal . . . she put herself up for the highest bidder to do anything sexually required of her, no questions asked and not knowing whom would buy her.  She pushed him and he took her and brought her home.  She does everything, anytime. She's a bit of a masochist and there is the question that is she a good "employee" who enjoys serving her master?  Is it easy for her to be so very good at any sexual act, enjoy the freedom of 'no-strings' and know that she can walk away?  I do know . . . that there are very very passionate and truly affectionate women who as long as they can give themselves, they are confident.  But when love is introduced it panics them, they lose interest or feel trapped.

 

Isn't there something in a woman who would rather be a willing, anything goes female and be used than feel like they've taken vows that they feel imprisoned?   He cares for her, pushes her to the depths of sexual acts and gives her the things (aches and pains) she craves, but never allows her to be harmed or injured.  She knows he's in love with her, and that he'd like to hear it. I think its obvious he'll never send her away.

 

The problem and the solution lies with her.  She says every early on that she left the relationship she was in, she is anonymous and hidden with him . . . Again, I know of women who fear so very much when all they need to do is just stay their place with the one who loves them. 

 

Also, if you leave love out of this . . . doesn't it give him complete control and authority that a "husband" or boyfriend would not?  He 'owns' her and utterly controls her . . .

 

The icy stab in her heart . . . part desire, part guilt? The reader can decide.  Hearing "my love", a man will usually take that as she is his  . . .

 

She tries to keep her emotional distance, he doesn't push her in that regard, but then has absolute access to her softest flesh and most intimate acts, completely unrestricted . . . she tries to keep control, so things do not change.  He was just asleep and she says "yes, my love, she does"  . . . safely wrapped in his arms, in his bed and home . . .

 

Have you ever loved and adored someone so unconditionally that  . . . ?

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
More and more I'm realizing I have not the vaguest notion what love is . . . I doubt that I've ever loved or even been loved . . . but not being sure what it is, how could I know . . . I do know desire, however . . . I have intimate knowledge of desire . . . and gratification . . .  
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
A sweet admission. I honestly do understand . . . I do. Isn't she asking herself the same questions? Yet being passionate, enjoying his company, giving him everything a female is . . . that she can do, that is something she is confident in . . . and she's released, given to him, all responsibility, she's clearing her head and mind . . . and sexually satisfying him, and in the process stirring her needs.

 

I asked someone once, "what is it you want?"  . . . she is a beauty, desireable . . . her answer, "unconditional love" . . . for that she would give anything of herself  . . . and be faithful.

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
. . . so, then, does 'unconditional love' equate to acceptance on every level?  To have someone intellectually and emotionally involved with me on every level and accepting me for the mere beauty and authenticity of my existing, not just for my right to be but for my audacity to be present without apology or fear . . . is that unbiased acceptance named love? 
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
Wouldn't it?  Unconditional means 'acceptance'.  I think she was telling me . . . she did not want to be less or lose any of her power.   She would gladly give her power, her faithful love . . . forever if I had the confidence to love 'unconditionally'  . . . my reward would be 'her' . . .

 

Acceptance would also include her intellect, her tastes and take on the things I had stayed in my habits. She would rule me with options, inputs and experiences and I'd be better for it . . . again, her 'experiences' would torture a jealous man . . . but unconditional love would allow her to give to me those experiences for my pleasure, for her to please me. 

 

A lover, a muse (especially close to my thoughts) . . . in other words she could give me so so so much more than I could ask or could take from her.  

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
You are an exceptionally unregimented and rare individual . . . for the woman that I am, knowing there exists a man such as yourself is encouraging . . . of course, I can't help but be open and available, it's my nature . . . but to be it with a more willing and affable demeanor will now be my objective . . . I will practice being in harmony with that objective  . . .  
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
I'm going to have to read that several times . . .

 

  . . . open and available . . .

 

hmmm . . .

moanforme on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
. . . I meant a heart not closed, not running, not hiding . . . but open to and welcoming of each moment's offering . . .and emotionally available . . . not withholding my purest response . . . I'm an advocate of truth of being and of harmony . . . 
TheMariner on
Re: The Sketchbook . . .
A wonderful thing  . . . your heart should be open, but it should also be a treasure, a reward . . .

 

I hope you enjoy the story . . . she is special and dear to my imagination . . . as you should be to the one who finds you.

 

The thing that affirms him as a "man"??? . . . her love and trust . . .


 
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