

I will never forget Michael. I feel like a part of me died right along with him.
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It also doesn't help that I've got a mild crush on him either.
.....I can't believe that it took his death to make me a fan of his....I'm so ashamed of myself.
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Oh my gosh, when Paris said that at the funeral, my heart just broke right in two. The waterworks didn't really start until Jermaine sang Michael's favourite song and broke down and then when Usher couldn't finish Gone Too Soon, I started crying even harder. But when Paris said that Michael was the best daddy in the world and that she missed him and wish he were there with her.....oh my gosh, I wanted to be there to hug her.
I used to. I feel terrible for it. I'll forgive myself. Michael was the sweetest, kindest, most caring human being to walk this earth and people judged him, like me, because he looked freakish. Mom doesn't blame me, though because I believed all the hype about him. The media was cruel to him. It's like what Jermaine said....Maybe now, no one will hurt him anymore. You know it had to have hurt him.
I put Michael in the first book of Dark Angels and in the second, I'm writing a character who becomes one of them and this character is based off of Michael. It's not entirely based on his life because I don't want to get sued for slander or whatever, you know?
Actually, Michael's doctor will most likely get in trouble for manslaughter. Michael would NEVER kill himself on purpose. He LOVED his children more than anything in this world and wouldn't hurt them for anything. He also loved his family and friends. I know Michael well enough to know that he was murdered. He didn't commit suicide.
I pretty much poured my heart and soul into that poem. My popularity would boost, huh? XD
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king of pop