Then about ten minutes later she came up to me and said hi because she apperantly felt bad because she also had ingnored me. I lied and said that I hand't even noticed her.

she mentioned seeing me earlier this month (see the blog I wrote about it). I said I was cool with it.

I was trying to think of thing to talk about to avoid the awkward silences, I also had trouble making eye contact which  is unusual for me I always try to make eye contact when I talk to people.

We talked about work and school (she's looking for a summer job right now and she graduates next year).

There was alot of avoiding the giant elephant in the room. We just talked about how things are now. How's life? How do I like my apartment? Anything to not talk about the fucked past.

The entire couple minutes was so awkard. I mean the only way it would have gotten any worse is if we were both naked or something. You could have cut up the awkwardness and served it for supper.

Why the fuck couldn't she just have ignored me?

Now, I'm probably going to get an email or text message from her about this how we shouldn't be friends or that she is feeling confused or whatever bullshit she is going to get out of our little chat.

Thanks,

Mark