I got out of work a little while ago. Right now I'm a little perplexed  by something, or rather someone, I just saw on the bus.

If I didn't know better I could swear I just rode the same bus my ex, Coral was riding on. It might have even been her, if it wasn't she could have been her long lost twin sister.

I didn't saying anything and neither did the Coral look a like so I doudt it actually was her. When I got on the bus and noticed her I did a double take and our eyes met for a second. There was no obvious look of recognition on her face.

I'm pretty sure it was just my mind playing tricks on me.  I mean it's Monday, a school day, why would she be in Lansing? Unless Aquinas has a late spring break or something. 

But what if it had been her? Did I just make her feel bad for seemingly ignoring her? What would I/we have said? Did I just do the both of us a favor by avoiding a akward situation?

Fuck it, who cares? It really doesn't matter. Coral has made it very clear many times that she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. And I plan to do as she wishes no matter how much it hurts.

 

Thanks,

Mark

 

 
   

 


 
 
psychelovliness on
Re: Deja Vu
If she hurt you and has made it clear that she doesn't want anything to do with you why do you still seem to have feelings for her? She seems like your average everyday bitch, not somebody you should be thinking about at all, besides I thought you liked a girl named Sarah at work. Also, in those kinds of situations the other should have at least a glimmer of recognition, so I don't think it was your ex, because if you two have not seen each other for a long time, you on the same bus with her would have suprised the Hell out of her!, that is if your relationship was as serious as you said it was. I'm glad you avoided the awkward situation of talking with her because that would have yeilded more pain and heartbreak. Just forget about her since it seems she's forgotten all about you, there are plenty other fish in the sea. Go fish, Mark.

-Psychelovliness 

MisterOrange on
Re: Deja Vu
Why do I still have feeling for her? Good question. We were together for almost two years so it been hard for me to move on.

This may sound weird but I do like Sarah but I don't want to be with her.

And yeah it wasn't my ex on the bus. And no Coral hasn't forgotten me. she still reads this blog (which is kind of weird) and sent me a couple text messages about this stuff.

 

neptune on
Re: Deja Vu
I like your 'attitude' Mark... it 'Is' the Mark of a 'True Man!' 
MisterOrange on
Re: Deja Vu
Hey thanks.

 
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