How long will this wall exactly stand in front of me. I know education is important, but to see how staggering overwhelming it can be. I've tried climbing this wall many many times. Those 2 1/2 years totally SCREWED me over. It's like the worlds are all there, but you don't know the meaning behind those words at all. A lot of it is coming up blank. It frustrates me to a very extreme point. college has barely even started yet the problems already have closed in on me. It's unbelievable how life will never give you a break in anything. I mean it's great that I achieved the goal of going back to school, but now going through it. wow just evening thinking that. I really don't know what's going to happen, I don't want o fear it, but the odds are incredibly stacked against me since I drew a breath in that school.
 
   

 


 
 
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I seriously believe school is never easy. But then it SEEMS like its easy for other people, but just not for me. Its the stress of working full time and school full time and never getting sleep or having money and I still cant do it on my own. So very frustrating. And I see all these people who have parents that pay their tuition and their bills and still cant make the grades I am making.. I am jealous of them until I realize they dont know how to work for anything. How are they ever going to get jobs? I know it seems like it will take forever but time has a way of flying by, even when you think it wont. Just keep reminding yourself it will be worth it in the end, because it will!
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yeah, it's just I think I seriously forgot so much and it scares me. Practically I should be starting from Pre-Algebra has horrible as that sounds, but I won't be able to work at all in this class. I missing a billion pieces plus it's a class I've taken many times. Yet the school system of Georgia here says you have to stay out of school for 3 years. I had to appeal but that took me 2 1/2 years just jumping through hoops and everything.To get back in and not remember hardly anything that Iwent to school for now, it's just driving me up a wall @_@
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Awwww yeah I can understand your frustration.. Its so hard to get back into it when you havent been around it or using it. Im sure you will make it though, math is one of those things you can usually pick back up pretty quickly. Just ask someone in your class to help you out for a while maybe?
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yeah hopefully just things will work out and what not. What's going on with you with school what are you doing?
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Today was my first day back from break. Its going fine, the payment part is always the worst for me but I got that over with (with a little help from my parents); sooo now its just back to study mode and 3 hours of sleep every night Cant wait! But really I think it will be a good semester all my classes so far have been pretty cool. Im kinda worried because I have 6 classes this semester, sooo thats a lot. But I know I can do it.. I will just quit sleeping haha or whatever it takes.
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lol well as long as you get some sleep and don't sleep all day sounds like a plan. Just don't over doit, we'll be worried!
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Ill try not to worry you..
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And I just realized that was a very long comment.. sorry. :/
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it's alright love, thanks for it, need someone to comment some long stuff, it's been sometime on that. I hope things are good for you too sweetie.
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Chin up, Rory. You can do this.
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thank you sweetheart, just need a lot praying on this one. I really need to have it click for once ^_^;;

 
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