Jenifer's leaving pretty soon... I'm quite scared because I mean it's me who's got to take over the Manager spot of the place. I'm not going for manager position but I have to fill it in for a while. Not sure how long which concerns me. I havenot been sleeping well or more likely sleeping odd hours. I have a bad feeling in my heart, I really hope it goes away and I can step it up. I just don't want to feel trapped though. I' m starting to work evenmore longer days and I'm trying to get away with that. But with herleaving that's virtually impossible. This is really going to be tough. I really can't even imagine next week yet. As a recent anime I just watched. A guy was trying to become better at martial arts. So he has five masters. They tell him to think of the worse possible training. "You done thinking? That would be heaven." @_@ How funny that was yet I'm about to go thorugh some really tring times. I'm not sure if I'll be completely wiped out, but I'm going to have to pay a lot more attention to detail and do a crapload of paper work. Like new hire paper work,. Just all mind exploding everywhere.

 

What will I do. I'm really scared that's a huge position and I wasn't even thinking about going for something like. I really don't think I'll be able to do this by myself so I would love all the thoughts and prayers in the world from you guys. I'm really going to need it, because I'm already my worse enemy when coming into believing in myself...

 
   

 


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soshedances on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
Don't worry too much about it, babe.  Especially if it's not permanent!  Just kind of go with the flow... it'll be an experience, and a real opportunity.  They'll see if you can handle that, they'll be keeping you around, for sure.  You'll be fine! *kiss for luck*
MakenZero on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
I'll keep in mind. I just start to lose myself a lot thanks for the conifdence it's seriously need -kisses her back-
theheartofkate on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
I'm sorry you've been working so much You sound so busy..
This will be a good opportunity for you though, especially since you won't be a manager forever. I know you can do it! Take it one day at a time and try not to stress yourself out. I love you
MakenZero on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
thanks Kate, you're always a sweetheart and you show up when I need you the most thanks for taking your time out to visit me love!
melanconartist on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
Be strong like Bruce Almighty.

Bruce Banner, that is. Hulk out! You'll get through it.
MakenZero on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
good way to put it ^_^ Rory Smash!
melanconartist on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
leftofcenter and you have something in common.
johnndepp on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
I think you will do good with that position

if you know what you are doing or atleast have seen what to do you will be ok!

MakenZero on
Re: I'm really Screwed Aren't I?
yeah that's what I'm hoping for I worry too much though @_@

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