It took me a really long time to go to sleep last night. I cried 'til I finally zonked out. I always kept up with what he was doing and I thought he was just so gorgeous and cool. After going through the crash and all, well, it seems a shame that it affected him negatively instead of positively. He'd been clean for so long, too. It really sucks.

I'm actually sort of mad at him. He was given this fucking second chance at life after surviving the plane crash and he goes and fucks it up. I mean, I understand that he has a past and that his really fucked with his head and I do feel sorry for him as much as I am angry toward him . . . ugh. :[ :[ :[ 

No, I totally get you, absolutely. Death stirs up a lot of different emotions in everyone, even when you don't know the individual on a personal level. It's a mindfuck when someone dies, even if you hate the person. 

Yep. :[ 

we need more creativity not less

Definitely :[ 

It is sad and too bad. 

But there is something that pisses me off about rich, famous, talented people killing themselves. 

Especially him, after he was granted that second chance on life pretty much after surviving that plane crash. 

The DJ who overdosed? Was that him?

Yes ma'am