COPOUT

Eh, life goes on. 

HEY FACEBOOK FRIEND

lolololol hey

lol WTF at my eyes wtfwtf or is it just me?

What, your chink eyes?
Lay off the dro and they won't look like that!

lol at that joke with those chinese characters behind us

You don't get enough sleep. 

I should but I can't sleep. My earliest class is at 11 lol, I couldn't ask for a better schedule but wtfever at me.

Cutieeeeee

FAUXHAWKIN

oh my god it was so good
Experiencing Brand New live has got to be like saving your virginity until you're married and the orgasm is soooo fucking amazing that you're like "shit, why didn't I do this sooner?"

did it hurt a little at first?

Yes, actually. But I punched the dumb bitch in her face and then clawed the back of her neck SO FUCK HER I hope someone fucking kicked her fucking face open. 

lol why did you do that?!

She tried to push in front of me, but fuck you, no one is getting in front of me unless I decide that I don't want my spot anymore. So I body slammed her, and then she slammed me back and wouldn't let up (the entire crowd is going crazy at this point, of course, but we basically singled each other out). But I am so fucking good, dude. I stand my ground fucking well and bitches can try but they are not getting in front of me unless I get sick of holding my spot. So when this cunt got slammed from her other side and was thrown in front of me, I got her.

Also some girl was attempting to crowd surf but the crowd was bananas so they weren't doing it right, and I didn't even realize she was getting thrown on to me until my fist collided with her lips; like if she had a lip ring on I totally would have pulled it off without meaning to.

lol body slam = WWE REF

It was a sold-out show in a small venue. There was actually a point where I felt really claustrophobic and I got scared. My anxiety kicked in for a minute. My anxiety has not kicked in at a show since I was 15. And my claustrophobia has NEVER kicked in at a show before. Thankfully it only last like 5 minutes. Totally thought I was going to die, and I wasn't even moshing. I just couldn't breatheeee.
Fucking mental disordersss

I'm glad you lived <27

Actuallyyyy, I've never had my claustrophobia bother me like that except in a car. It is really hard for me to ride in the backseat of a car. The smaller the car, the worse I get. SUVs and minivans I am perfectly fine with.


It was at the same place, but Gaga's didn't sell out, and hers is a measly little pop show. Sure, people dance at a pop show but people do not rock the fuck out and mosh like crazy fuckers at a pop show. No one would ever be trampled to death at a pop show; you always hear those horror stories of people being trampled to death in mosh pits.

The claustrophobia thing though was definitely because it was sold-out and we were all squished together; plus I'm short.

my mother has claustrophobia but I never had it.

I don't know. Like I said, I've only really ever experienced it before in cars. I've been on buses and shuttles before but never ridiculously crowded like that. :shrugs:

I dunno, I had such an amazing night though :] I'm going to bed ilysm<3

oh! totally forgot you know my last name now lol

I knowwwwwww I was really excited about that actually 'cuz I always felt super weird I didn't know your last name. 

lol you should of just asked, I wouldn't write it on here but I'd text it to you!

I just always thought if you wanted me to know, you would tell me!

lol well I was going to anyway when I told you my address for YOUR CHRISTMAS CARD.

That entry is coming soon! After the reunion shit is over and I post some picture entries. 

pictures!!

Yes, unfortunately :[ 

death returns

I knowwwwwwwwwww wtf