It's just one of those rare days...

Where I hate the fact that I'm single. Maybe it's the fact I feel totally left out.

And I caught a sore throat yesterday. I think I'll be coming down with something soon. D: I always get sick on holidays. It's annoying.

Oh, and I've recently discovered that I have a crush. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. He's been on my mind a lot, recently...
Dangit. DX

Vicki called me last night, at around 6 P.Mish. She asked me if I wanted to go for a walk, and I agreed. We went for our little walk around, and she was telling me how she was over her ex-boyfriend Matt, and how he has still been a jerk lately. She told me about a day recently, where she said hi to him, and he responded with telling her that she was annoying. She told me she wasn't friends with him anymore, and I told her that she made a good move - and how I never liked him anyway, because he just had this arrogance with him, in my opinion.

Then we went back to my house, and she stayed there till 11. We mainly talked about boys (believe it or not), and she was showing my pictures of her new aquired boyfriend, whose name is Nick - to which, I bluntly commented positively on. I don't really comment on other people's partners, as everyone has their own opinions, right? Sometimes my friends ask me to look across the room, and ask me if I think somebody certain is hot. I just shrug. Everyone has their own definition, and I don't really go by looks, persay - it's personality and the heart that really matters.

I also told Vicki about the guy I like, and how I feel slightly out of his league. She told me that I should get my buddies to ask him out for me, but I replied with the thought that he would think I'm a coward if I did that.
She told me that, from what I told her about him and the way he acts, that he likes me as well. I wasn't so sure. Still not.

"Well, why couldn't he not like you? You're smart, pretty... And you have a GREAT personality." - I guess she serves a point, but I'm just not the main item that guys "look" for, I guess. I'm really clingy, too - so that's an annoying bonus. XD Who knows. It's what the guy wants, I guess.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so dang shy. This is one of those times. DX I wish I could be courageous to confess my feelings...
Pssh, yeah, that'll be the day!