dramaWell, my monologue went well today. I just got home from that exam. My teacher told me I did a great job. She asked me if I was taking Drama next year, and I told her that I was unsure. She told me that she really thinks I should. I also commented and told her how I felt that I really came out of my shell this semester. She was also slightly surprised about last Thursday, when everybody complimented me. I said that I really wasn't expecting it, that people were complimenting me on things - and I barely even got to know them.
I departed from the school theatre, and went to the main doors to wait. Chase was sitting there, waiting for his ride home. I sat beside him and we talked for a few minutes, about nothing, really. He just asked me how it went, and I said it was okay. Then he started playing his DS.
It's a little awkward, because Chase is my friend - and when I'm with my friends, I have a tendency to talk a lot. Chase is very mellow, laid back, and quiet. It's not that I mind, but I just feel like there's some sort of odd barrier stopping me from getting closer to him. Well, as if I didn't already put up a personal sheild up around me to stop people from getting too close to me for my own safety... I really wish I didn't have that, but I don't know if I can help it. I desire to stay protected, but at the same time, I want to be risky. It's odd, but I've been used to feeling like that for so long.
Then Liam was wandering down the hallways, and found me sitting. I was delighted to see him, since I hadn't seen him in ages. He sat beside me, and we talked for a bit - mainly about how his bus broke down for forty minutes and how aggravated he was about being late for his English exam. Then he told me he was gonna go look for one of his friends, and he was too lazy to get up. I rolled my eyes and heaved myself up, and told him to give me his hands. I helped him up, and he started to walk away. I watched him go, then he turned around after a few steps, he turned around and with a grin on his face he asked me if I wanted a hug. I complied, and he walked back to me and hugged me slightly. As he started to leave, I told him that wasn't a meaningful hug (in a joking way) - and, with another smile, he walked back to me and hugged me tighter - before he suddenly lifted me up in the air and spun me around before he set me down. I like it when he does that. Don't ask me why.
I wonder what it is with boys and hugging... It doesn't feel like they mean it, or like me, when they hug me. Maybe it's just something awkward for them. Hey, I don't know many boys who like to hug - not that it's a problem, really. I'm just a hugger, I like getting hugs and I enjoy giving them. But anyway.
Liam asked me out on a date last year, in the second week on February, I think. I don't know if he still has a crush on me or not, since I turned him down (I have my reasons.) I'm not going to ask him, and it doesn't really matter.
Tomorrow is my Science exam, and after that's done - then I get to stay home for the rest of the week. On Monday, the 2nd of February, is when second semester starts - as you know.
It's a little odd. I get this odd feeling now. I have these massive cravings to blog now, and when I don't, I feel like something isn't accomplished. Who knows. ^^
I departed from the school theatre, and went to the main doors to wait. Chase was sitting there, waiting for his ride home. I sat beside him and we talked for a few minutes, about nothing, really. He just asked me how it went, and I said it was okay. Then he started playing his DS.
It's a little awkward, because Chase is my friend - and when I'm with my friends, I have a tendency to talk a lot. Chase is very mellow, laid back, and quiet. It's not that I mind, but I just feel like there's some sort of odd barrier stopping me from getting closer to him. Well, as if I didn't already put up a personal sheild up around me to stop people from getting too close to me for my own safety... I really wish I didn't have that, but I don't know if I can help it. I desire to stay protected, but at the same time, I want to be risky. It's odd, but I've been used to feeling like that for so long.
Then Liam was wandering down the hallways, and found me sitting. I was delighted to see him, since I hadn't seen him in ages. He sat beside me, and we talked for a bit - mainly about how his bus broke down for forty minutes and how aggravated he was about being late for his English exam. Then he told me he was gonna go look for one of his friends, and he was too lazy to get up. I rolled my eyes and heaved myself up, and told him to give me his hands. I helped him up, and he started to walk away. I watched him go, then he turned around after a few steps, he turned around and with a grin on his face he asked me if I wanted a hug. I complied, and he walked back to me and hugged me slightly. As he started to leave, I told him that wasn't a meaningful hug (in a joking way) - and, with another smile, he walked back to me and hugged me tighter - before he suddenly lifted me up in the air and spun me around before he set me down. I like it when he does that. Don't ask me why.
I wonder what it is with boys and hugging... It doesn't feel like they mean it, or like me, when they hug me. Maybe it's just something awkward for them. Hey, I don't know many boys who like to hug - not that it's a problem, really. I'm just a hugger, I like getting hugs and I enjoy giving them. But anyway.
Liam asked me out on a date last year, in the second week on February, I think. I don't know if he still has a crush on me or not, since I turned him down (I have my reasons.) I'm not going to ask him, and it doesn't really matter.
Tomorrow is my Science exam, and after that's done - then I get to stay home for the rest of the week. On Monday, the 2nd of February, is when second semester starts - as you know.
It's a little odd. I get this odd feeling now. I have these massive cravings to blog now, and when I don't, I feel like something isn't accomplished. Who knows. ^^
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