Have you ever had something happen to you, in your life that you couldn’t believe how cold and cruel people could be, but then, later in life you find yourself on the other end of the spectrum and suddenly your perception of your past experience ( or experiences ) completely changes?

I am who I am because of my past but how I perceive things shapes how I view my past. Experience in life is the key I guess. Or the old saying, don’t judge someone until you have walked a mile in their shoes comes to mind.

I feel renewed, empowered for some reason lately, but like I lost something. Everything suddenly seems so logical in life, but like all the innocence is gone or something. I use to feel like I was stuck at twelve years old but, not anymore. I feel like the exact age I am, which will be 39 this month on the seventh.

Yeah, I am getting close to the big four O, I guess it’s about time I grow up. Although, I still do feel young at heart. I love to have fun still, I am not dead yet.