you barely talk

then again, why would you?

don't got anything nice to say

say nothing at all

you're a nice guy- just not to me

I can't stay nice either

thanks for your common courtesy

to remind me what I've lost

you're not a mean person- to everyone else

we are split, between us, so far

you blame me and so I punish myself

this anger between us

has made you and I

both predators

as well as the prey

giving and taking

insulting and grieving

I can't breathe

I can't believe

what we have become

ingrates

merciless hateful

creatures

Mad at oneself

take it out on you

you hand it right back

I fall to the floor in a puddle

of my own tears

mixture of

love and hate

anger and forgiveness

lost and found

I've lost myself

just like i lost you

I don't know who I am

how do i feel

no one to tell me

what to do

no guide to explain

why you treat me so

why i love you

I don't know

i don't understand

why i can't let you go.

I don't expect this poem to b very well written, or even understandable because it's another one that only I and one other would understand. I struggle to get the words out because I just can't describe how I feel and why I feel because I just don't know.