Did what?

Tags.

Thats amazing!

How...what?

Tags

How is that amazing? 

because tags are amazing.

Haha.. that was our first conversation wasn't it. : P

Yes, thats why they're amazing.

Woot!

sorry to hear. wanna talk about it? or just talk in general?

I don't know if there's really anything to say. I just hate everything. I wake up everyday thinking maybe today will be good, and every single day is bad. 9 out of 10 things go wrong, and the 1 thing that didn't mess up really wasn't major ( like woot, I caught my pencil from falling off my desk). And I'm in love with someone who just seems not to give a damn when we used to be best friends. Things I've been going on about for a long time that just don't change, and they're things that aren't under my control. All I can do is my best with what I have, and keep fighting the force that is trying to make me kill myself...this is my defence for now, I guess. 

Well if you ever want to talk on the phone at night or something if you don't feel too swell you can give me a call or vice versa.

Hm?

I mean talk on the phone. If you are bored we can talk if you want. Not something you have to do but if you get bored or feel lonely, I know I do sometimes, you can ask for my number and I can email it to you.

Thanks, but I prefer talking here...

yeah that's okay, I know where you are coming from. I just feel so distant on here sometimes, like these people aren't all there you know? Just loses the human aspect of it sometimes.

I suppose. I kind of like the distance, in ways. Makes me feel more safe. I don't like getting too close to people... I've had enough for a bit now. Just need to sit back and sit for a while. 

yeah. I am not deprived of people, I just don't feel with them sometimes. It's either my friends are all busy or they're not around at all.
So I guess it's just the opposite. 

Well, in real life I like to be with my friends. But the case is the same for me, they aren't always real friends or they're busy. And if a friend never find the time for you and never calls, it's hard to call them a friend- no matter how badly you want to. I need to keep telling myself that... oh "the things you do for love..." *sigh* I just want things to be the way they were when life was okay... and I didn't have a rhyming problem!! >.<

yeah. truly blows. you can't really be alone until you  don't have friends that call you anymore.
Man it feels like a jawbreaker song.

Yeah...


sorry, I'm not familiar. Is that a band?

yeah. a band.
Well it was a punk band. But it was one of those early punk bands that kind of borderlines emo songs. But they didn't suck. They were just passionate and had heartfelt lyrics and were just overall cool. Todays emo band scene copied a lot of them, jawbreaker and modest mouse to an extent.

I see. I sometimes like emotional songs, and some screaming is okay if it seems appropriate, but songs that are all screaming ( such as I think it's called "emocore"), I don't enjoy. 

You say were and was, they are no longer together, dead...?

broke up, singer got several polyps and then he formed "Jets To Brazil" it's okay, but not what I was expecting from Blake Schwatzenbach.
Yelling is okay as in punk music, but that emocore is something else, or metal for that matter. I do not enjoy listening to a an octave scale done in a pigs voice. If I wanted vocalizing pigs I would go to the slaughter house with a tape recorder.

That's too bad. A lot of the bands I like aren't together anymore.. often cause they're really old or some or all members have passed away...

Aww. that's disappointing. the good things never last, eh?

yeah.. not to my taste either. haha! that's so bad, but I laugh.. I feel bad... ish. : P

It's true though. It's unnecessary. I don't understand how it sounds good to some people.

I like metal though. just not... all screaming or "satan voice" metal. like Six Feet Under...the deep voice annoys me too.