Around
Am I not thankful enough?
Is that why it needs to hurt so much?
Or was it just too good
And felt better than it should?
We were so close
And there was
A lot to lose
Why does everything
that ends
have to mean so much?
Why is all that is
Good, never ending?
And I think of all
the happy memories.
When it was so good
Too good.
And the fights are repressed
and you feel more depressed
because they’re not
and you’re not
and it’s not
what used to be.
When you talked all the time
And got along fine
You remember those moments
Like sparkles in the dark.
It’s the same thing over
Only looking back
is it a perfect clover.