Love, Friends, Interests and Loss-Thankful I'm a good liar!

I still have it in me to love Andy, as I know I always will.

I miss the company of Tom... the one who I became kinda friends with until he decided not to talk to me, without telling me why. I'm pretty sure my "friend" Nick warned him not to be my friend, though. Nick loves to hurt people, he enjoys it a lot. He has hurt me so much. We were friends, best friends, a couple, ennemies, strangers, and almost kind of friends-ish again until that...He claimed to have changed but I know he has not. He has a hug lying problem, in which he has admit to. Tom was a good listener and gave the best hugs. He's an asshole, but there's more to him than he may lead people to believe. I know he's sensitive and caring, and he's shown me this, but he prefers to hide it. We did some fooling around, but he ended that abruptly, too, and I don't know why.

A guy now in the majority of my classes I'm kind of interested in. Sometimes it seems he is interested in me, too, but probably not. We haven't really talked too much, he just appears fascinating, intelligent and funny.

There's this guy at my work who likes to bug me. He may like me, or is just playful with everyone. I'd probably say yes if he ever asked to hang out.Not sure though...he keeps joking about me beign a cutter because I always cover my wrist. "No, of course not, what the hell, Mark!" I say... I think he tried to look once, or "steal my bracelet", and that was scary. It's hard to tell if he's joking or he knows. I don't know if I could trust him, so I'm thankful I am a good liar. We'll see how it goes.