I actually think I have made a change, faster than usual. Right now, I feel I do not need Andy. I love him, but I think it is FINALLY fading.

However, this could be short lived, depending. It seems, now that a friend of mine is inviting me out and we're hanging out more, I'm alone less and it has made me happier and I think less and less about Andy.

Also, he invited me to hang out today... and I called him last night, no answer. And he hasn't called me, and today I was going to call him to ask, but reasoning came to me, that said HE's the one that invited me to hang out, shouldn't HE be the one calling. He just made plans that he had no intenion of keeping, yet again. He's not getting anything from me, now. I just needed to be mistreated again, so I would know for sure, I guess. And I have something to move on to: hanging out with someone else who does appreciate me and keeps their promises, etc.

I am getting better, I think. Or have at least made a start. Thanks to all you on Mindsay who have driven it in to me like I have myself. : P Let's hope I keep it up...
 
   

 


 
 
feelnuninspired on
Re: Improvement Unexpected!... I thinks.
Well, take it one day at a time. Sounds to me like you are starting to head in the right direction, I have my fingures crossed for you!
bahamat on
Re: Improvement Unexpected!... I thinks.
This does sound encouraging
I'm not sure on the words... but the 3rd paragraph in particular and how you understand yourself too - impressed me, particularly about realising stuff
DarkSalem on
Re: Improvement Unexpected!... I thinks.:
: )
I think so. Um, thanks?
bahamat on
Re: Improvement Unexpected!... I thinks.:
welcome
DarkSalem on
Re: Improvement Unexpected!... I thinks.::
: )

 
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