I actually feel good right now! I am done with Andy! It started with not calling him, and now he's been online and I did not start a conversation! He said hi and all I said was Hello. But then I was looking around on youtube and found a video, of a song I knew a long time ago. But right now it has a lot of meaning, and I sent the link to him! I will Survive! I FEEL GREAT RIGHT NOW! XD

I WILL SURVIVE!

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high

and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me


http://youtube.com/watch?v=Xv6lHwWwO3w&feature=related
 
 
   

 


 
 
mschoaxontits on
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yes love, so happy to read you are doing better.
RM
DarkSalem on
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: )
blueeyedtawni on
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(((hugs you)))... sometime it takes that first step to go forward and not look back...

 

DarkSalem on
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Yay hugs! Yeah... a huge, slow, long, hard-worked-for step. >.< Like, a mountain more like. >.>
feelnuninspired on
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Awesome job, I knew you could do it!

 

Keep up the awesome job, yes, you will survive!

DarkSalem on
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I will try! Thanks. : )
feelnuninspired on
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No problem
DarkSalem on
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: )
bahamat on
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Hi, this is totally off topic but, something's come up and I was wondering if you could pass on a message to me if it's possible (don't worry if it's not), I will explain.

A few days ago Doug (feelnuninspired) told me that you two were talking, I'm friends with one of his ex's and he felt that he needed to cut contact with me in order to move on from her, (because i kinda remind him of his past), so I can't really email in person. I just want him to know one way or another that I understand that it was what he needed to do, and I'm not angry with him, I am prepared from his warnings (and appreciate them) but that some things I have to see for myself (I give people the benefit of the doubt) - and maybe it's a miistake I need to make, but that I promise I'll be ok and that I wish him the best for the future.

I don't mean to drag you into this but I really do appreciate anything you can do, if you can't, don't worry at all, I will find a way, all I need is determination
DarkSalem on
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Sure, I'll try my best to pass that along. 
DarkSalem on
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Is it okay if I copy and paste the message, or should I try to reword it?
bahamat on
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thankyou it doesn't matter how he gets it, you could just hyperlink to this page if you wanted. I owe you one!
DarkSalem on
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He actually read it here, before I got to tell him. I hope that's okay. He said it's fine with him. Would you like me to delete it now? 
bahamat on
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Thankyou anyway, I'm neutral about whether or not it stays here, it's done it's job but it doesn't matter to me whether anyone else sees it later... so i'll leave it up to you if you have any prefrences, thankyou though
DarkSalem on
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Heh, not really. It's up to you, so I guess if you don't mind, I may as well leave it. : )
bahamat on
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coolio : ) -and just to let you know, we're talking a bit again, after he uncovered my sock puppet identity, anima 
DarkSalem on
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Heh ok? Is that good?
bahamat on
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however you feel would be best - I trust you, and I'm grateful, you've made it possible to put his mind at ease about this
blunty on
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Go You!!! Well Done And Congratulations!!

Reading Back Through Your Blogs On Love I Agree With You. Someone Cannot Tell You What You Can And Can't Feel.

I Believe Love Is Either Found, Given, Made Or Taken. But I Suppose I Have A Pessimistic View On Love.  But I Have A Relatively Bad View On Life As Well. As Soon As Things Start Going Right For Me Something Screws Up.  Like My Boyfriend And I Get Things Straightnd Out And Then I Have To Move To The Other Side Of The World.  I Mean I Know I Have Bad Luck And All But That Is Fucked Up, And Cruel.

I Wish You All The Luck In The World With Love. Kinda Odd Coming From One As Young As Me But Still. Go Hard And Have Fun.
DarkSalem on
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: D Thanks.

Aw, thanks.

Yep... I know how that is. It's only good for as long as it takes to get bad again. >.>

Heh, thanks. You too!

 
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