He tied me up and I want cookies.

So my friend and I went to the mall on sunday and we decided to surprise one of our friends at his house. This friend is the same friend I am in love with and have been going on about for a long time. We all hung out in his room and it was... rather odd. You know, like, tying me up and trying to steal my bra kind of odd...He also gave me hugs and we danced, and they whipped me with a belt. I can hardly believe I'm writing this... It didn't  hurt that much though. It was kinda nice. 

What is with this guy? What are his intention? We hadn't hung out in a long time and he has a girlfriend! I guess I'm not really asking for answers, but ugh.. I just don't get it.

Either way, it was a pretty good day. I trust them a lot so it wasn't totally alkward... just random and WTF-ish.

Now I have a test to study for. I really need to start writing in my journal again... I don't like writing because it makes things real, maybe. And most days are significantly dreadful. And when I have a good day, I guess I like to sulk in it for a bit. Is sulk the right word? like, bathe, enjoy, sit in it, relive it, swim in it...yeah.I only get about one good day every three months, so I try to make it last... I want cookies! <3



THE WORD OF WHICH I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING HAS BEEN FOUND : Bask. I like to bask in the good moments... like cats bask in the sun.