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The not so good thing is that nothing seems to amuse you at the moment.
Consider yourself lucky that you're still able to get the thing called "sleep".
A lot of them find it the toughest thing to do! you could count on me...
I spend nights wondering about things that you've written up there....
I was quite amazed to come across you....
someone who's equally baffled with the way things have turned out....
It was just another day that i seemed to struggle trying to figure out what bothers me or what could come as a solution....
I thought i'd look up the net and check what people feel like or are going through...
your's was the first thing i came across...
Obviously i typed something like "sad people...sad blogs...sad thoughts"...
yea one of those tags leads to your blog...
Theatre sounds fun..
Nevertheless, it might not be so considering you're not getting the kinda act ya want...
but you better know that the more you do things that you don't like...
the sooner it is that you'll get tired of not liking it....
and it won't be a problem anymore..
Anything and everything leads people to where they want to be...then why bother?....
what you're going through is justa phase in life!
And life keeps changing...
(unless offcourse there's a mortgage on your name)
Kidding!
You know the best thing about your life is that you've still got a few friends...
and to garnish it....
you have a camera!
Nothing better than taking lots of pictures and then on some lonely day..
you look at them...and it just makes you happy.....
I use to have a lot of friends..
With time they've dissappeared somewhere..
all i am left with is a world full of confusions....
And i really am amazed that
it's taking me so long to figure out what could possibly be interesting
enough to live with.....
anyways...that's it....
I'd maintain...
that i was pretty amazed to see that somewhere in the way you feel right now....
i could see my past....
P:S: Relax...i don't mean to sound so gloomy...
it's just that i like to be disgustingly modest...
Although, life's bright....you'd chalk a way out....it's just temperory....
Does music make you feel good?
Try Jack Johnson...his songs make a lot of sense....
Even...the Irish bloke..what's his name...i guess Damien Rice..
However, the latter makes sad, depressing music...but touching tunes!
You could try it...if in case you happen to get bored of being "happy"
yea..
oh and last but not the least
"hehe"
(just a friendly way of ending a message)
Also signifies that we're "normal"
Cheers!
Indeed...life has lost it's amusement.
sometimes I can't get any, other times I can get as much as I want. Either way, I am never tired.
And I almost forgot to add tags this time!
I adore theatre, but yeah. What I enjoy might just not be for me.
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but you better know that the more you do things that you don't like...
the sooner it is that you'll get tired of not liking it....
and it won't be a problem anymore.."
OH REALLY? Because I highly doubt that. Perhaps I misunderstood. Please explain.
"Anything and everything leads people to where they want to be...then why bother?....
what you're going through is justa phase in life!"
That first part doesn't even make sense to me. People always get to where they want to be? Then why bother doing what? what?
And how do you know it's just a phase? How can anyone know that. where's the guarantee that this will end?
I don't know how enjoyable looking at old memories is, on "lonely days". It just makes me sad. Because those people aren't in my life anymore. And it hurts.
I lost so many friends. I have a few, somewhat. No real close ones. One, maybe. They always disappear. If you've read my blog, you might know.
Your past, my present.
Life is bright? How is that? Is there anyone else you would like to say that to?
I've heard some of him before. Never listened to Damien Rice though.
Hehe signifies we're normal, eh?
I mean i just realised that i've been longing to hear something of that sought...
Silly how i never anticipated it...
Right...
To begin with......My earnest appologies for my lack of "sense".
Now that you're around i am gonna try to incorporate a lot of that things called "sense"
Also i could extend my appologies for being unable to forsee a wonderful scrutiny.
Now you wonderful thing... aren't you very smart?
I mean i have a astrong feeling that you are...won't you agree?
Initially....
I couldn't figure out why you sounded so depressing.
But now you've helped me draw conclusions as to why life's so miserable on your part.....
I remember reading somewhere..."The mirror, that's the answer"
The part where i talked about getting rid of things you hate...or just aceepting them.....could have been comprehended with sheer use of common sense..
Without offending you...could i possibly ask you what wasn't understood?
Havn't we often heard about adjusting with things....being adept to certain things....the cliche........to give you an example...a bugger i knew once...use to hate school...after a point of time the fella realised there was no point cribbing......weeks ago he graduated from an university...he doesn't crib anymore....and in the second part...(or the second thought that lacked sense)...In that one i was just trying to let you know...and you're gonna be what you wanna be....no matter what you go through today.....tommorow you'd probably give things you wanna be a try.....Ok...complicated...i guess ...I agree....Apparently, it was quite complicated ..that is what happens when you wanna explain someone something you never understood...It's like a thought drawn beneath cells that lacked sense......Once again....I'd seriously appologise for the blunder.....How embarassed i am ...about what i did....phew!......ciesta la vie...
P:S: Ok the above thing was just a reply....
I thought i'd delete it..may be you would..
but on a personal front...
i was just trying to be supportive..
which was pleasantly ignored......
PPS: whay in the world are you so polite?...
Reminds me of a friend from god ol' oxford days...ok...that's it...
PPPS: Please Don't mind!
@:-)---
(if that helps)
Well you're welcome is the correct response, I suppose.
So the mirror is the answer to why I'm so depressed... It's okay, enough people have already said it's my fault. : )
Sorry that you were unable to foresee a wonderful scrutiny? What is that supposed to mean? Is that sarcastic?
Getting rid of the things I hate? I don't think that's possible. Getting rid of the things I love? Too easy!
Too bad I have no use of sheer common sense, otherwise I may have understood whatever it is you were talking about.
I think use of sheer logic might answer that question, by looking at the specific questions I asked about what you had said previously. That would probably explain what it is I didn't understand; the things that I asked you about.
Crib? What is to crib? And so I just have to stop hating school? I never hated it to begin with. I only began disliking it when it began disliking me. It makes me feel stupid and incompetant. I should indeed start enjoying that, right.
I'm going to be what I want to be, no matter what, eh? I don't believe that.
It might be advisable, yes, not to attempt to explain to someone else, that of which one does not have a clear understanding of, himself!
You find me polite? How so?
i'd like to exchange that one for a shorte and simple one
"sorry"
I guess...i didn't really have intentions of scribbling anything on ya blog...i just wanted to read it and blow away....but you seemed fairly intriguing...so thought i'd drop a little something to may be help feel better...or the supportive thing....i dunno...alla i know is i didn't mean to be rude...which i might have sounded...
ok i am done!
(Guilty Consciousnes)
