And, I think it's sad that I've lost touch with the habit of writing on this thing. Seriously, I used to write all of my feelings down. Nowadays it seems like I keep everything to myself. I want to be able to document things like I used to.
I used to write such sad things. There are quite a few things though, that still bring joy to my heart just to remember. Nothing triggers memories or feelings like reading my old thoughts. I need to start writing more, so that in a few years, or a few decades, I will always be able to look back and remember everything.
I'm truly happy. Today was perfect.
Ryan and I spent all day together, unti he had to go to work. He moves into his apartment this week. So, we're going to Indiana tomorrow to haul some things back. It's very strange to think that his apartment will someday (soon) be my own apartment, as well. I like it! It's small. It's in the city.. but a cuter area than where I live now (I live downtown.. Very businessy - very little character) .. I'm excited. It's weird that I have to start thinking about things like planning a WEDDING. MY wedding. How strange! I love it though. I have to decorate OUR apartment.
I got in a little bit of a discussion with one of my teachers. She TOLD me to postpone my marriage until I was at-least 30. Because, her theory was "how" could I "know" that I truly love him? LAME. I was so offended. It's very obvious that God put us together for this reason. This is exactly how it should be! But, I won't go into all of the details of that conversation. It made me mad though.
I need to go write a paper. I am so ready to be graduated, already!
