Many people don't know this about me, but I am INSANE about world cup soccer. Or as I refer to it, world Champion football (shame on us for calling it soccer). I have a darling crush on Beckham, and should England win this year I will be putting a posting of Beckham on my wall for another year. And if they don't win, i am completely sure Beckham will KILL some one.
He wants to retire with a World Cup win, and who could blame them. Beckham is amazing, and kinda deserves it. Though I have to ask something FUCKING USA why did you show up?! Seriously, why do we show up? No wonder the rest of the world laughs at us football is the sport of the world, and just because we are behind on this sport, and I am sure should the US get into it, they would probably find another sport. Like Rugby...mmmm Rugby.
I'm watching the Day After Tomorrow right now, Colin and I LOVED to bitch about this movie. At least once a day I have to mention how much I miss that kid. I hate missing people, it is in truth one of the hardest things I have to do. And I miss that kid far more than I ever missed my brother after his death. I thought nothing could ever compare with that pain.
I guess, after spending so long not trust people, not spending time with people, and not wanting anything to do with people on an emotional level, it is hard to lose the one person you depended on. Colin did a lot of wonderful things for me, including restoring my faith in people. Unfortunately over the last year I have lost that.
However, I am a stronger person for it, and we all have our own trials, and some are harder than others. Things are going better with the will though, and maybe I will have enough money to do what ever I want for the rest of my life. And maybe, just maybe everything will be worth it. All those hard times will be worth it to be basically on permanent vacation for my life. To do all those things I want to do, but never thought I could.
Colin hunny, where ever you are and what ever you are doing just remember I love you ok? I know you won't be able to read this for a long time, but I really do love you. Love never fades, and it just continues on. I miss you babe.
Here's our song, so I can feel better. All my love, remember that promise we made. Forever and Always.
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love,oh
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Because everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming
All this love melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love... I'm in love
people i love
