Another Sunday spent at work. I KNOW; 'Emily, public schools are only open Monday - Friday'. I'm here anyway. Trying to motivate myself to do everything I need to do so this week goes smoothly.
Lu's last day was Friday. I miss him terribly already. I hope his new family treats him well. I also hope that they adopt him and mean it. He's a tough little guy, but a lot of parents have tough kids and stick it out with them, even when it seems impossible. He needs the stability, the knowledge of, "even when I'm at my worst, I don't have to fear that they're going to dump me. This is my family, and they love me".
I got to see D(M) on Friday as I was leaving and his mom was picking him up from after school. It was so wonderful to get to hug him. I hope he is doing well at his new program. I have NO IDEA if he's coming back to us when the course of treatment is done. I don't know if we're enough...dammit.
There's talk of 2 or 3 new students for my program. I am a bit panicked, but have to just take what is given.
Time to go make some copies and straighten up a bit.
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