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"I don't travel to SF unless I get laid or I get paid"

I wish all investor meetings involved that much pussy.  


No, seriously, I took Midnight to visit my friend in San Francisco, he’s got a boat (a Norwegian-built Ice Breaker) that I stayed on last night. Midnight loved running around the top deck on all the astroterf.  My friend and his girlfriend had many drinks with me, then naked hottub and sexy times, like when legs spread and that sweetness comes to greet your face. 


But then another ship mate arrived on top deck.


So she took her clothes off and joined us.


The four of us slept very soundly all sharing the same bed.  With the dog running around chasing the birds off the boat all night.


Midnight didn’t want to leave in the morning.  It was hilarious she just didn’t want to get in the SUV. 


Google Earth image of the boat, you can see the green astro turf:





2 hrs ago / @dustball +
I'm not even old but wth? In late June I fell (tripped over some puppies) in the street…
 Have a Bear x 1
5 hrs ago / @palaceofperseph +
Open Letter to Education Ventures, NY NY Dear University Ventures guys, I hope your team fails…
3 hrs ago / @schencka +
Good Shit Good Things in 2016 (inspired by Deeterz) After going through an ugly, painful break…
 Cool beans x 1Eye Roll x 1Love x 2Love x 2
yesterday / @mystupidmouth +
(no subject) I am going to smoke and drink like I'm 21 again this weekend.
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yesterday / @americancer +
Good Shit to Cheer Myself The Fuck Up Part 1 Cute Puppies! Big Puppies! …
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2 days ago / @deeterz +
2016 2016 has been a really rough year. I think it’s been a rough year for everyone, and one…
 Have a Bear x 2Have a Bear x 2
2 days ago / @deeterz +
(no subject) “We accept the love we think we deserve.” ― Stephen Chbosky
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6 days ago / @mel674 +
dolphins rarely have spiders on their nose
23 hrs ago / @dustball +
(no subject)

So this random guy was on my “people you may know” on FB and he lives in Lubbock and was cute, so I clicked his profile. It was mostly public and he had all this liberal stuff posted so I was like heck yeah and added him. He accepted my friend request and immediately messaged me saying “I don’t think we know each other? lol” and I was just straight up because 1) I believe now more than ever that men are fucking oblivious and you have to be very forward with them and 2) I kind of give zero fucks. So I said “Ha we haven't. You were on my Facebook suggestions of "people you may know" and I thought "well this guy seems liberal and cute (few and far between in LBK), might as well!" 
So hi, I'm Courtney 😊” and he was like “I’m James blah blah you’re really cute too btw” and we messaged a little and he asked me out. Screw dating websites, all I need is Facebook lol. But he actually asked me out for tomorrow and I have a huge assignment due so I declined and said I’m probably free this weekend and gave him my number. So hopefully we’ll text some over the next few days and I’ll decide if I like him and maybe go out this weekend. 


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3 days ago / @mystupidmouth +
Everything is perfect for a few days, but then... he does something that makes me flip my shit. …
yesterday / @k10 +
18+ ? So, MindSay hasn’t allowed account creation in many years. There is one surprise…
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5 days ago / @dustball +
Happy Friday I blew off the museum earlier this week so I could help a co-worker out by picking up,her…
yesterday / @divine +
Response to an essay https://www.ins… Katie, it's nice to see that you are responding to…
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3 days ago / @schencka +
(no subject)

To see a spider in your dream indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or perhaps you want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power or an overbearing mother figure in your life.




There were spiders EVERYWHERE. They were small and long and big and all over. and some that resembled Aragog (Harry Potter). It was horrible. And I swear I knew I was dreaming and I couldn’t wake up. :( *not the entire time. but some of it*


It wasn’t a good day yesterday. The cute “Elflandia” concert made it better, though. Sienna had her first band concert and Isla sang. :) Mom came to wa.tch them. 


yesterday / @almost23 +
Thoughts on Stuff... Two months into this grand experiment in living alone, I have made a few interesting…
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6 days ago / @weesaul +
What about What if we declared MindSay as silly hats only?
 Cool beans x 1
2 days ago / @dustball +
my dog today watching the rain
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6 days ago / @dustball +
(no subject) Just keep coming at me. All the shitty things. Keep on.
yesterday / @almost23 +
No shave November I have no interest in doing this, as my facial hair is laughable… but for some…
 LOL x 1
3 days ago / @cornholio23 +
Graduation, At Last After staying in bed all morning yesterday, I got up and had a super productive…
 Have a Bear x 1
4 days ago / @mystupidmouth +
Better day

Today is the best day I’ve had in a while!

It started off great, when I woke up I found a text from our roommate saying he is getting out of the hospital! Woo! 

I put Leela outside to do her business earlier, and just a few moments later I started hearing a bunch of super alarmed yelps. Panicked, I ran outside barefoot and in my PJs to find… it was snowing. My precious floof forgot what snow was, and was really freaked out by it. I brought her in for the usual it’s-my-day-off-routine (she gets 1/3 of a can of wet dog food over her dry while I make breakfast. Then I give her a rawhide to chew while I eat breakfast, then we cuddle and watch TV). This is my favorite thing about working part time, I get to spend all the time I want with my Leela. 

Aaanyway, eventually I got all bundled up and took her back outside, and stayed with her until she realized snow is okay. When I came back in she was happily bouncing around the yard, snapping big fat snowflakes out of the air. I’ll go bring her back in before she gets too cold, but she was definitely having fun. She loved snow last year, I guess she just forgot. 


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4 days ago / @deeterz +
(no subject) In good news, my hair is suddenly long enough that it gets caught in the back of my computer chair when I…
 Cool beans x 1LOL x 1
6 days ago / @deeterz +
(no subject) i keep getting mad at myself when i realize that i’m forever growing and changing and learning about…
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5 days ago / @noseatbelts +
Weighing There’s a few things I think I’ve learned about myself in the last year since I…
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5 days ago / @divine +
(no subject) silly me almost caught a feeling.
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2 days ago / @cas +
Felt a moment of happiness

a little while ago I went on about chasing joy in my life instead of chasing happiness. My justification for chasing joy was because happiness is fleeting. It’s something you can shoot for but landing short of is painful.Joy, on the other hand, is much easier to achieve and feels just as good. So I am constantly chasing joy in life and as such I am not the miserable person I once was.


Don’t get me wrong I’m still a cynical nihilist who sees everything as being a joke and despairs at the crushing existential weight of human existence. But I can fill my life with unimportant nonsense until the sweet embrace of death so it doesn’t hurt so much. All the while never forgetting the people who suffer needlessly and as such not breaking my promise to myself from four years ago when I nearly committed suicide. 


ANYWAY. Thursday I felt a moment of happiness. It was more than joy. I went to a friend’s Thanksgiving early in the day. Around noon, spent time with my friend and his family. It was a lot of fun. Then around 2 I crashed my friend’s apartment where he was prepping dinner with his long-term girlfriend. Spent some time with the two of them which was a lot of fun. Then I left there to go back home to help prepare for the Thanksgiving at my parent’s place. I just realized that on that day I had so much joy that it spilled over into happiness and that happiness was rooted in the people who care about me and the people who can laugh with me and who I can make laugh.




It drifted away before too long but it helped me realize that I have achieved so many personal goals in the name of becoming the kind of person that I want to be.


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5 days ago / @cactusofdoom +
What are the biggest-selling holiday songs ever? It's tricky to create a list that spans the long…
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6 days ago / @rv1501 +
(no subject) Hi all, I’m doing okay post-break up, but I feel like I’m lying to myself. I fell…
3 days ago / @americancer +
Man Every once in a while, I have to stop life for a second and wonder wtf I’m even doing. Im pretty…
 Good idea x 1
6 days ago / @cornholio23 +
(no subject) Our relationship lasted three years, three months and one day…
3 days ago / @americancer +
(no subject)

almost all of my shopping is done.


I’m struggling with something, though.


One side of my family does a “kid’s exchange” sort of a deal. The kids exchange names and get a cousin a gift. There’s a cap on the amount spent, etc. Pretty standard, nothing too crazy.


This year the family decided to change it up a bit for fun. Which is just fine. We are to get a t-shirt. a TEE SHIRT. So, Isla has my 2 year-old cousin and Sienna has my 11 year-old cousin. (second cousins, but same diff- our family is really huge but really close, so we’re all like “cousins”)


WHAT THE HECK KIND OF A TEE SHIRT do we get?! OK, so like I thought just get an “iowa state cyclones” thing, but one family are die-hard Nebraska fans- so that won’t work. Then, I thought maybe we could get a cubbies tee? But IDK, that’s not really… I don’t know.

I just am struggling. I want it to be something that is kind of pertaining to us and gifting it to them, which is the point. But there’s just nothing around here that’d be that cool. Maybe if we get them one from Minnesota where we vacation all the time? Or is that dumb? UGH…. and our little high school here, it’s not like they want a “falcon tee”. I mean, this is kind of a bit of a struggle!!!!
*AND, also it’s not like a fasionion/graphic tee* thing. Like, that’s not the purpose.


We’ll see. I’m sure I’ll come up with SOMEthing.



3 days ago / @almost23 +

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